With You //PARK JIMIN FF // ✔

promise (2)

Mr park: "so that she has proven it, now you have to fulfil my promise.

Mrs mark: "yeobo he just has break up, how you can bring this thing up.

Dad heard everything, i remember the promise, we made a deal if ever i broke up i have to marry the he choose for me. I don't think I'll ever believe in relationship things anymore

Mr park: "the news of you getting married is already spread, the marriage needs to be done jimin.."

Jimin: "I'll marry dad, I'll do this compromise.."

Mrs park: "jim you don't need to do this, you need time.."

Jimin: "no mom i know what I'm doing, dad must have chosen a girl that doesn't get pregnant with someone else child.

That come out colder then i expected
How can a person change you in a good and bad ways.

Mr park : "they will be coming here in a week meet her and eccept her, if you would have listen me earlier this thing would not be happening right now."

Before he could say anything else i stood up and went to my room.

I know loveing Elena felt so good but in the end it was all in vein, i don't want to love again I'll never fall for anyone. Mom meet dad but it doesn't have to be true for everyone.

I shut the door of my room and started to throw the things belongs to Elena, the things she ever give me, her photos, her clothes, her everything factually her. I was throwing her out of my room and my happiness and pain to

One week pass like an hour. I piled up my self with work. I wasn't home most of the time because i don't want to bee free for a second for her to hurt me emotionally, i don't smile like i usually do am i becoming cold, maybe yes look what love have turn me in to.

I almost forgot that i have to meet a girl who is going to be my wife. I was coming downstairs when i saw some unknown faces sitting with my parents in living room.

Mr park: "jim come, they are here.."

Dad call me and it's finally time for me to see his choice. I went towards them and greeted them. I tried to smile but failed immediately. I wasn't like this before.

Mrs Park:"jimine... He is mr kim, his wife, his son and his daughter kim y/n ..."

I look at y/n she was playing with her fingers all the time. My mom told me to sit beside her with her eyes so i did.
I sit beside her, without looking at her and to my surprise she did the same.

Mr kim: "if my daughter become your daughter in law Park i can finally leave at peace..."

Mr Park: "you old man don't say like this and who doesn't want y/n to be in there house i would love to have another daughter in there house"

Mrs kim: "another daughter "

Mrs park: "yes jimin's sister is aboard for her studies she will be here in 2 or 3 days

I was just sitting there because even if I'm going to marry it's because of my mom and dad. I know my dad reputation will be harmed if the marriage will be cancelled suddenly.

Maybe I'll convince y/n for a contract marriage, but will that be fair to her?
I was in my thoughts when my mother started speaking.

Mrs park: "i think you both should talk alone for some time, jimin has alot to share with y/n right jim.."

She is referring about Elena. Should i really tell her about my past? I stood up and walk few steps, but she did not
it's seems like she was telling her mom from her eyes that she don't want to talk alone.

Mrs Kim: "go y/n jimin is waiting for you.."

She stood up and look at me, i was already looking at her, she quickly loom away I don't mind it and start walking upstairs it's raining out side so i decided to take her to my room. She was walking quietly behind me making no sound i have to make sure she is behind me actually.

I enter the room but she didn't. She stood by the door fighting with her fingers maybe thinking about whether she should come in or not.

Jimin: "come i want to talk to you about something..."

she nods and enter the room looking here and there. I sit down on the bed but she didn't.

Yn: "I'm good with standing.."

Her voice is so feminine, i think it's the first time she said something since she arrived.

Jimin: "i wanted to let you know that i have girl friend before we just broke up 1 week ago.."

She again look at me.

Yn: "i-is it because of my Parents force you? I'm sor-.."

Jimin: "no you are not the reason we had a situation."

she nod her head and again look down.

Jimin: "y/n can you say no to this marriage ."

She again look at me.

Y/n :"you don't want to marry me.."

Jimin: "it's not you i don't want to marry anyone, i need time to move on from my past."

Y/n :"i-i can't deny I'm sorry, you can say no, it's you who don't want to marry.."

Jimin: "i can't as my father's promise."

Y/n :"so am i, I'm doing it as my father's wish. He took a promise from me that whatever man he will choose i have to marry him, i trusted him with my marriage, i-i can't say no.."

I stood up and stand beside the window, she turn towards me and again look down. I wonder why she didn't make eye contact.

Jimin: "what about a contract marriage, it will fulfil both of our parents promise and we will get divorce saying it didn't work out well..."

Y/n: "i-i can't really d-do that, i don't want my father to feel that he don't raised me well enough. if you want to do a contract marriage you should find someone else..."

Jimin: "i can't say no to you y/n. I promise my father if i ever broke up i have to marry his choice. but i also don't want to ruin your like, i can't love, i can't act as your husband, you won't be happy with me.."

She become silent for sometime. She seems to be a nice girl. It will be best if i don't marry her i can't ruin her life.."

Y/n: "i understand you but I'm sorry, i can't do this, i can't see my father hurt
I already promise him even if he choose a begger for me i have to marry him..."

She still didn't lose her calm. I Wonder how she is still so clam even in this type of situation..

Not even once she raised her voice, if it would be some other girls she has rust out of the room angrily.

Jimin: "are you really willing to be my side even if you i can never love you!? at least not for now all i want is time to move on.

She turn and this time she look in to my eyes. I can see the calmness in her eyes too. Looking in her eyes it's feels like they solve me.

Her eyse represents her reality. Her eyes hold truth. May be she doesn't want to get easily read so she look down all the time. She did not say anything and give a nod and i give her nod too, she again turn and went out of the room, while I'm here still thinking about her eyes.

"Having her in my life might be my only breakthrough..."

To be continued

~her eyes have her own vocabulary, what a beautiful language to learn~
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