With You //PARK JIMIN FF // ✔

was it a dream (8)

Siting on the bed with red cheeks and heavy breaths I searched for water and drank the whole glass in one go. It was a dream,kissing Jimin it was all
dream. Oh my god when did I started having these types of dreams.
I again laid down on bed thinking about the conversation we had in car.
Except the kiss everything else was real.

I looked at my phone and saw that it was already 4am in the morning
which means today is the day of my marriage. Today is the day I will
be leaving this house forever. The house which became my home
but now I have to leave this home too. Mom dad and oppa, I will miss
them alot.

Every girl knows that one day she have to leave her house to fill the
void in someone else's life, but still years are not enough for her to
prepare herself that the house she is growing in is her temporary home.
No matter how much time it took me to accept the people in this house
as my family but when I really did, they became a permanent part of me.

I again adjusted myself in the bed that I have claimed for years to be mine.
It might be the last time I am sleeping on it this peacefully. From now on I have to sleep in different bed, live with different people and everything will be different.

I hope to adjust well so that no one will ever dare to raise their fingers on my up bringing.

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Sitting on the chair I looked at my final look before the veil was put on my face. To be honest, the makeup artist has done her best not to exaggerate my face, she has done make-up exactly the way I ever wanted.

I stood up from the chair and walked towards my belonging.

I took out a chain that was given to me by my mother, the mother who gave birth to me and brought me to this world.

The mother who sacrificed my life for momey and left me in this world alone. I remember she used to say that she wants me to wear this chain on my wedding. This is the only memory of her left with me.

The flashbacks of that day came into my mind when she left me with dad and oppa. I clutched the chain tightly but got flinched hearing a knock on the door.

I tuned around and saw dad and mom(mrs.kim) coming towards me with smile and teary eyes.

Mrs.Kim-" You are looking gorgeous my dear. Much much gorgeous than I ever imagined you to be"

I smiled looking at her. Yes she is my mother, she might not have brought me world but she has always cared for me like I was her own blood. She is the true definition of motherhood.

Mr.Kim"I am so going to regret marrying you this soon Y /n. I swear I don't want you to get marry at all now " l chuckled.

Y/n-"lam not leaving you, you are just sending me to someone who will take care of me instead of you guys"

I said as they both chuckled because they used to tell me this when l was a child. They said they are getting old and one day will not be capable of taking care of me, So they will send me in someone 's life who will love me the way they do.

Mrs.Kim-" You have grown into such a beautiful lady Y/n. i am proud of you"
She kissed my forehead.

Y/n-"Thank you for turning me into this beautiful lady mom, thank you for making me feel the love of a mother."

I hug her, this is the first time I opened up about this with her. l always wanted to thank her for the way she has raised me. I saw her looking dowm on my hand where I was holding the chain tightly.

Mrs.Kim." Would you mind if I help you wear that chain sweetheart?"

I looked at the chain, do l really want to wear it?