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The first kiss-Tanner

Pronouns: gn:) Warning: insecure about body (JUST LETTING YOU KNOW YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE BECAUSE YOUR PERFECT<3)

Another day that I am getting even more insecure about how I look. I cannot help but look in the mirror and I point out all the flaws I have. I am looking in the mirror with my shirt off as I look at the stretch marks curved on my stomach from my childhood. I see the how my waist is not as curvy as other people's. I am crying about all of this as I hear a noise coming from my apartment. I think nothing of it since I could not care less about anything that was happening around me. Then I hear an all too familiar voice yell "Y/n where are you, I have exciting news!" As soon as I heard the voice, I knew who it was, Tanner. Tanner has been my best friend since middle school, he knows all about my insecurities because he has helped me through them. None of then have been this bad though, it would usually be a little thing I am obsessing over. I did not answer him the reason being I did not want him to know what was happening; so, I just hoped he left. He yelled again but this time a little more concerned "Y/n? Did you hear me?" I was holding in all my tears but as he was walking up the stairs, I let out a small but loud sniffle.

Suddenly, the bathroom door swung open and there stood Tanner. He looked really good today...oh I forgot to mention I have had a crush on Tanner since high school. He just had a look to him I cannot really explain, he is just my type, I guess. He is so perfect. Tanner is the nicest guy I have ever met; he has been through the hardest times with me and supported me though the most mentally draining times. "Y/n are you okay? What happened?" "Um I just thought of something it's really nothing." I tried to say with a smile, but it just came out weak. "If it has you looking this bad, I'm sure it isn't nothing." "Wow thanks Tanner that makes me feel sooo much better." "Look I am sorry, but you look like you just got ran over by a truck. Now tell me what is wrong." "I just-I don't know it's hard for me to explain." I said as another tear slipped out of my glossy red eyes. "I have all day you don't have to say It now." I just started breaking down again but this time into my favorite person's shoulder. I could smell his scent on him the one that always made me feel better. After I finished crying, I was finally ready to tell him what is wrong.

"Okay I think I'm ready." "Okay go for it if you need to stop just stop." "Okay I just was not feeling pretty I looked at myself in the mirror and saw everything that was wrong with me. I just wish I could be like all the other pretty people I see walking on the streets." "You though you weren't pretty?" "Yea that's what I said." I started getting nervous it was like he agreed with me. "Y/n how could you think someone as beautiful as you could not be pretty? You are the most beautiful person I have seen." "You think I'm pretty?" "No, I think your stunning, I think your beautiful, gorgeous you name it." "Why would you think I'm that?" "What do you mean I though you knew I have thought you are beautiful since middle school?" "I had no idea." "Y/n can I confess something to you? Just promise it will not ruin our friendship." "Okay I promise." "I fell in love with you the moment I saw you. I never told you because I was afraid, I was not enough for you."

"You have had a crush on me? Tanner, I have had a crush on you forever." "Are you being serious I thought you thought I wasn't enough?" "You are everything perfect, I don't think I'm good for someone like you though." I have always though that I was not good enough for people like Tanner because I am not "Pretty" enough for them. "Y/n how could you think that." Tanner put two of his fingers under my chin and moved my head, so I was looking at him. The way he made me feel what incredible, the way he gently wiped my dry tears away with his thumb gave me butterflies. 

"Y/n your perfect for me, I've been wanting to do this for so long." He started inching closer to my face to the point I could feel his warm breath brush against my skin. I started getting goosebumps, the tiny bumps sticking up on my skin were all from Tanner. Tanner made me feel like this and I loved it I got snapped out of my thoughts by Tanner speaking up. "Y/n can I kiss you?" I could not say anything at this point, so I just nodded my head and let out a slight "mhm." With no time to waste he pushed his soft warm lips against mine. I have never felt this way before it was like my whole body became numb from one kiss. My legs felt like jelly, but it was nice I felt in heaven. The goosebumps slowly went away as he gently pulled apart. "Do you believe your perfect for me now?" "Maybe, if you kiss me one more time, I'll believe it?" "How could I say no to you." I let out a small giggle as he leaned in again, I will remember this forever. Tanner truly makes me feel like a better person.

A/n: HELLO BITCHES I'm sorry I've been gone for so long I was taking a mental break and I literally had no motivation at all:) so this story was actually based on my first kiss hehe... BUT I HOPE YOU LIKED IT I'm trying to add more detail to my writing so if you have any tips let me know:)

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