Temin sat at his desk with one leg on the chair. His face resting on his knee. He sighed and looked at a piece of paper that was sticking out of a CR book. He wanted to write another poem. But he didn't want to write one.
The feelings were coming back stronger than ever no matter how hard he tried to push them away. Maybe because he is not there with him. Temin wanted Vihan to be there with him. Not to hug him close or be intimate with him. But because he wanted to talk to him. Ask how he feels. How he feels about them and their past relationship. To ask him how he had been and why he broke up with him all of a sudden. There were a thousand questions and zero answers.
His other leg began shaking vigorously as he stared at the end of the paper.
With a sigh, he pulled it and grabbed a pen from the penholder. A gift from Vihan when they were lovers.
"What would the title be? How did you make me feel?" Temin thought for a while and titled the poem, "Soothing nights"
Soothing Nights
It felt scandalous I'm not gonna lie
When you first made suggestions I felt so shy
An innocent picture and a manipulative plan.
You were cunning and had an amazing plan.
Two boys in a room, yeah none would suspect.
Your face was of a good boy no traces of disrespect.
Your innocent eyes oh BOY you were so cute
None would believe how you ripped me nude.
Temin stopped at the final line and blinked at it. He couldn't believe that he just wrote that. NUDE NUDE NUDE
NUDE
nude
Oh shit .
What if mom came across this?
He felt as if he had crossed a line with it. But now that he had crossed a line there was no turning back. Temin felt his body heating up from terror and embarrassment.
This so bad I shouldn't write poems for you
But it is your fault that you left without a clue
You are rude that's what you are
As you left me alone to a place so far.
Your innocent eyes looked at my mom
Auntie I'm Vihan I'm a boy from his school
You chatted with my mom next to her you walked
Became so chatty OH THE way you talked.
My mom loved you I think more than me
Her heart your cunning brain sure did win
That's why they let you , let you in.
They were deaf and blind to the committed sins.
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Lonesome Nights / Boy + Boy by Dini Kal
RomanceI whispered to the moon about how much I miss you Because there is no way for me to kiss you or hug you Temin is still in love with his EX boyfriend. He and Vihan never broke up but his last message to him was "I'm leaving. I hope you stay safe" L...
