Life?

Mutual Feelings.. For each other?

I ran, and ran, and ran so more. Until got to where I wanted to be. Home. I ran home. Sounds weird huh? Well no one is home except probably Jake. And then I realized my overly protective brother would kill me if I ditched school. Luckily for me there's a beach close to my house.

Me and Rylan used to go there all the time. I hope he doesn't come here. I really just want to be alone. I don't want anyone to be here that's gonna be all like 'are you okay' or 'I'm sorry'. I hate when people pity me. I have had enough pity in my life. When my dad left my mom in the seventh grade. When me and my boyfriend broke up.

It was just puppy love. And by puppy love. I mean puppy love.

We didn't hug, or anything. And it may have seemed as I was upset. But to be honest it didn't really hurt. But it wasn't the break up that was upsetting. I got over it rather quickly. But not in a slutty way. It was the betrayal, everyone calling me a slut, my bestfriend? HOW DO YOU EVEN CHEAT IN MIDDLE SCHOOL. He was my first kiss and everything but it was super awkward. I don't know and I don't care. As I said earlier I could care less. I hear foot steps. Wait. I have been here that long. Ugh, why.

"Hey why'd you run out the school like a baby" I instantly knew it was Rylan. By his voice. By the scent. By the sarcasm in his voice. He knows me so well. Knows that I don't want the pity everyone gives me. He knows how to make everything not so awkward. Even when it should be. He'll say something so ridiculous just to take the tension away. "Yeah I needed to tweet about what happened." I said jokingly. He brought out his genuine Rylan smile. That smile could cause world peace. "YAAS now let's go to Starbucks, and go to the mall, get you a new pair of ugg boots, and watch Mean Girls." He says in his totally white girl voice. God, I love that boy.

"Seriously let's go order a pizza and have a movie marathon. My house. My treat." "Do I have a choice?" With out replying he picks me up and throws me over his shoulder. Well I know the answer. As we near his house I try to get down. "Are you gonna put me down" "nope" I would fight him but I'll get him later. I'm kind of a prankster if you haven't noticed. We walked in his house and him mom just laughs. "Hi Mrs. George." "Hi sweetie" Mrs. George's is used to our weird and crazyness. He walks up the stairs ignoring all of his siblings. We get into his bedroom and throws me on his bed. Go's back downstairs. So I put in a movie. I put in Finding Nemo because it's both of our favorite Disney movies. He comes back in with popcorn and drinks. We sit there and watch the movie.

He decides to put Texas Chainsaw Massacre.

"Wow, Rylan. You know I hate scary movies!"

"I know Princess. That's why I picked it." I blushed at what he had called me. He always calls me cute nick names.

His little sister walks into the room. "IS KARTER STAYING FOR DINNER?"

"YEAH I AM WHY ARE YOU YELLING?"

"BECAUSE RYLAN IS DEAF." That makes a lot of sense.

"Huh" he says. We both laugh.

"We'll be down in a few minutes." He says.

-----dinner-----

"Karter. How have you been?"

"I'm great Mrs. George. I missed my second family."

"Awe we missed you too. Where did you go." She asked in all innocence because she didn't know what happened. I'm glad Rylan didn't tell her what happened. I really don't want to think about it right now.

"She went to visit her aunt in Virginia." Ah thank you my Dear Rylan.

After finishing dinner, we go up stairs and started watch Texas Chainsaw Massacre.

"AAGGGGHHH" I screamed and nuzzled my head into Rylan's chest.

He chuckled. Which made me smile and snuggled up to him closer. It was all quiet for a second. And I liked it that way. But only when I was with Rylan. Because I felt safe. Any other time it was legitimately living hell. I would be caught up in my overthinking thoughts and that was no fun. My thoughts were interrupted.

"BOO!" Rylan started to tickle me it made me scream but I didn't come out because I was laughing to hard it sounded more like a dying duck trying to quack for the last time in its laugh.

"What was that?!" He barely spitted out through his laughing he had finally stopped tickling me.

"I DONT KNOW! You scared me then started to tickle me and I started to scream but I obviously couldn't so-"

He cut me off by kissing me. Okay I was shocked. It sent tingles down my spine.

I don't know if I have mentioned but I have always had a huge crush on Rylan.

I just dated other people cause well. YOLO.

I seriously need mental help... Oh well.

He pulled back "I am so sorry that was way out of-"

"It's okay. I actually liked it." I looked down I couldn't possibly looked him in the eyes. I didn't want to know what he
was thinking.

He gently grabbed my chin. And tilted it up so I could look him in the eyes.. With no say.

"Don't be embarrassed. I have known you, your whole life. I know your emotions. And I have seen you do more embarrassing things than I think is normal. But did I ever once judge you?" He seemed to be getting annoyed that I was embarrassed. Although I couldn't really blame him.

In response to his question since I knew he wasn't going to go on unless I answered. I shook my head.

"Okay then why should you be ashamed or embarrassed now? I haven't changed. And I know I won't change on how I feel or think about you. And that is a promise."

I nodded slowly. "Now get some sleep princess. It's been a long day, and you need you beauty sleep."

I smacked his chest. "Okay, okay I'm sorry." He said and he looked at me and gave me his best pouty face.

I giggled at his weird face. And started to doze off to sleep.