Living In Sin ~ A Jon Bon Jovi Fanfiction

CHAPTER 1: GOOD TIMES BAD TIMES

1979, Sayreville , New Jersey.

"I hate this!."... "i hate all of this!"
i muttered to myself as i sit in my room all alone. I can see my brother Matty, playing in the yard with our dog Lexy from here. He looks so happy and he's full of energy. I can't believe how he acts so calm and energetic. well yeah of course he don't need to freak out it's me who need to freak out and scared to my death cause I'm the one who have to go the highschool very soon. At the very mention my hairs started to stand on end like i suddenly got some 'oh so scaring feeling' why the heck this affecting me so so much?? I can't quite comprehend on that... It's not like I'm going to the hell or something. yeah school surely gonna be a lot badass than hell also in a way i like it too. but now i really hate it. i wanna turn the time back to the starting of this vacation so i hope I'll get some time to calm my nerves but then again no... It's just same I'll exactly gonna face this situation all over again... I don't need that, not now. So i can at least made up my mind by convincing myself that i gotta face this there's no turning back just like highway to hell... Seriously i should put these negative thoughts to aside it just made everything worse than in reality. It just year left so i should definitely be happy after graduated there's no school chaos anymore.

"John... Son come downstairs, Dinner's ready!!"

My thoughts came to an halt when i heard my mom's sweet voice i swear it's the best voice ever. it's so full of love and affection just like mom. To be honest it makes me a lot calmer than before but then again i feels so guilty, Our parents working their asses off day and night for us, to make our lives a lot better but here i am thinking how to skip my school term or dare to say new school. I should grow up and stop being so immature I'm fucking 17!! Dammit..

before i drift off again i decided it's better to go downstairs, so i made my way towards our tinny little dinning room. But before i even reached the room i got interrupted by my brother crashed right into me, which knocked me out as well. after a moment or so finally i managed to get on my feet again when i stared at my brother who already crying there i really get lost i mean i can't comprehend what's going on it's like I'm in some state of mindset or something can't quite explaining in words.. soon I'm back to normal and Heard mom's yelling from the other side of the room.

"John what happened to him? What did you do now?"

Mom's voice encored through the house accompanied by her large footsteps. Whenever she gets angry it slightly get me scared too. i thought I'll get used to it when I get older but no I still do it, i hope I'll do it for the rest of my life too....
Without thinking too much i just straight way answered her. I don't need more shits on my plate right now. i had enough already.

"I didn't do anything he just bumped right into me and knocked me out as well. it's just all his fault.. "
when i finished my statement mom gave me an suspicious look. Well I'm not lying so there's zero worries.

Just as Tony about to protest himself mom interrupt him.

"Apologize Tony!! You can't just bumped into your big brother and hurt him so apologize!"

She said sternly and i can see how Tony struggle for defend himself but finally he gave in. there's no way in the hell he can get out of this conversation without apologizing me. I kinda glad to be the eldest cause whenever something like this happened i Always get a chance to be the boss but mainly afterwards cause i can't bossing around mom or dad so i simply gonna consider it later on.

Finally after lots and lots of glances and looks he spat those words out..

"Sorry asshole!!"

Tony said with an attitude which is caught by dad who entered to the kitchen the minute he entered the room it went dead silent.. and Tony.. he's fucked... So hardly fucked up. i can literally see the panic rising in his eyes along with his trembling lips. Bless him.