Connections ~ Y/n Potter x Bellatrix Lestrange x Narcissa Malfoy

25. Mental Problems

-Y/n's pov-

'Y/n!' I hear someone shake me, I slowly open my eyes 'what do you want, Gin' I say and sit up, but a headache hits me and I groan 'why is there a blood in the bathroom?' she asks 'blood?' I say 'yes, blood' Hermione says

'how do I know?' I say 'well because you're a nightowl, Y/n, did you cut yourself?' Hermione asks, arms over each other 'no?' I say, I get out of bed and walk towards the bathroom, now I see the blood 'damn' I mutter

'yes, and it was neither of us, so it must've been you, Y/n. You can tell us everything' Hermione says 'Mione, I didn't do anything' I say and turn to her, she grabs my wrist and I wince 'fuck' I mutter, Hermione looks at my wrist, it's covered under my sweater

'you did, Y/n, why don't you just tell the truth?' Hermione asks 'hermione there is nothing wrong!' I say

'Y/n you winced when I grabbed your wrist! There is blood on the bathroom floor, please tell us if you're struggling with mental problems!' she shouts back, Ginny walks past me into the bathroom and looks around

'Mione' she then says, Mione and I look at Ginny who crouches down 'blade' Ginny just says and we look into the bathroom 'Y/n, did. You. Cut. Yourself?' Hermione asks, with a more soft voice

I roll my eyes and walk away from them. I sit down on my bed and grab my wand, I quickly change, do my hair and makeup by using a simple spell.

I walk towards the door but it is next to the bathroom, so they're blocking it, Hermione walks towards me, slowly grabbing my other wrist

'Y/n, please' she says 'Mione, nothing is wrong with me, I am fine' I say and get out of her grip

I walk towards the door and juke Ginny. I walk out of my common room and go to the great hall, not many people are there yet, I sit down and start to eat

'good morning, sweet girl' I hear Bella's voice 'good morning, Bella' I say, she kisses my forehead

'Cissa is coming, she just had to do something' she says and I nod 'I have your class as 1st, right?' I say 'yes, you do' she says with a smile 'good, what are we gonna talk about?' I ask

'cruciatus curse' she says 'great' I say and she chuckles

'Neville is pretty sensitive about that part because of his parents, maybe you should keep him out of the class?' I suggest 'good idea, didn't think of that yet' she says and I chuckle

'sure you didn't' I say 'good morning, Bells, good morning little lion' I hear Cissa's voice, she kisses my forehead

'good morning Cissa' I say 'had a good sleep, little lion?' Cissa asks 'yes, I did' I say 'really?' she says in a tone as if she doesn't believe me

'yes I did' I say and smile at her, she looks concerned but shakes it off. They walk to the teachers table and I see my friends appearing from the entrance of the great hall

'morning Y/n' they say 'good morning, everyone' I say and everyone starts eating while talking a bit

'we're gonna talk about it today or I'll go to Black' Hermione suddenly whispers in my ear 'I am fine, here, there you had your talk' I say and turn away from her

I reach out for my glass and wave my hand over it, filling it with fire whiskey, chugging it 'what is that, Y/n?' Ron asks 'some juice' I say and he nods

I finish my breakfast, stand up and walk away. I don't look at anyone, I walk out of the great hall, towards my common room.

There I go to my room and get to my bathroom, the blood is gone, I lift my sweater and see a bloody bandage