"Your so skinny I would kill too look like you!"
If I told you what I did to get like this you would hate me
"You need to eat more"
I try but I barely touch my food
"Your so fat"
I'm only "fat" when I finally get to eat
"Oh wow your not depressed"
If I didn't need help I wouldn't have come to you in the first place
"Stop being so dramatic and eat"
I CAN'T
"Girl your so light and skinny"
Light as a feather and starving for a good shape
They told me that they say all these words with love and care
But honestly I don't feel "loved" or "cared" for
I feel like if I'm skinny than I'm so gorgeous
Or if I'm too fat than I'm too ugly for anyone
But if I'm too skinny I need to eat more to be "thicc"
But if I'm too fat I need to be skinny to be beautiful
Nun of these are loving words
All of these words are killing me with every second of the day
