After (Larry Version)

~*Chapter 51*~

"The car ride is awkward. I hold my clothes on my lap and stare out the window, waiting to see if Harry is going to break the silence that hangs between us. He makes no move to speak so I pull my phone out of my pocket. It's off it must have died last night. I try to turn it on anyway and the screen comes to life. I am relieved to find that I have no new voicemails or texts. The only noise in the car is the light rain and the slow screech of the windshield wipers.
"Are you still mad?" he finally asks as he pulls onto campus."

"No," I lie. I am not exactly mad, just hurt.
"It sure seems like you are. Don't act like a child."
"Well, I am not. I couldn't care less if you want to drop me off so you can go hook up with Molly." The words tumble from my mouth before I can stop them. I hate the way I feel about him and Molly. It makes me sick to my stomach to think of them together. What is it about her, anyway? Her pink hair? Her tattoos?
"That's not what I am doing. Not that it's your business," he scoffs.
"Yeah, well, you jumped to answer your phone when I was about to... well, you know," I mutter. I should have just stayed quiet. I don't want to fight with Harry right now. Especially when I don't know when I'll see him again. I really wish he hadn't dropped Literature. He just pushes my buttons, every single one.

"It isn't like that, Louis ," he says.
"Really, Harry? It seems like it is to me. I don't really give a crap anyway. I knew it wouldn't last," I finally admit to him and myself. The reason I didn't want to leave his father's house is that I knew once it was just Harry and me, it would go back to this. It always does.
"What wouldn't last?"
"This... us. You being decent to me." I don't dare to look at him; that's how he gets me to turn to putty every time.

"So what then? You're going to avoid me for another week? We both know that by this weekend you'll be back in my bed," he snaps.
He surely did not just say that.
"Ex-cuse me?!" I shout. I am at a loss for words. No one has ever talked to me the way he has—no one has ever been so disrespectful. Tears brim over my eyes as the car slows to park.
Before he can respond, I open the door, grab my things, and bolt toward my room. I cut across the soaking grass and curse at myself for not taking the sidewalk, but I just need to get as far away from Harry as possible. When he said he wants me, he meant sexually. I knew this but it hurts to let it soak in."

"Louis!" I hear him call.
"Damn it, Louis! Stop!" he yells again. I hadn't expected him to follow me. I push myself to run faster, and finally I reach my building and run down the hall. By the time I reach my dorm room, I am full-on sobbing. I yank the door open, then slam it shut behind me."

"My tears mix with the rain and I turn to look for my bath towel to clean off with—
And am frozen in place when I see Elijah sitting on my bed.
Oh God, not now. Harry will be crashing through the door any second.
Elijah gets up and rushes toward me. "Louis, what's wrong? Where have you been?" His hand tries to cup my cheek, but I turn my head. Pain flashes in his eyes as I turn away from his touch.

"It's... I am so sorry, Elijah," I cry as Harry yanks the door open, the hinges squeaking and cracking from his might.
Elijah's eyes widen and narrow as his gaze meets Harry's. He backs away from me with a horrified expression. Harry walks farther into the room without acknowledging Elijah's presence at all."

"I didn't mean that, what I just said," he says.
Elijah looks at me, hatred laced through his voice as he exclaims, "That's where you were? You were with him all night? Are those his clothes? I tried to call you and text you all night and all morning—I left you countless voicemails and you were with him?"
"What? I—" I start, but then turn away from Elijah. "You went through my phone, didn't you? You deleted the messages!" I shout at him. My head tells me to answer Elijah, but my heart is focused only on Harry.
"Yeah... I did," he admits.
"Why the hell would you do that? You can answer Molly's calls, but you delete my messages from my boyfriend?!"
He winces as I call Elijah my boyfriend.
"How dare you play these games with me, Harry!" I scream, sobbing again."