Slipping For You (l.s)

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"Your boyfriend has paranoia personality disorder. He has trouble letting his guard down with most people and he experiences the feeling of being watched or threatened often. Fortunately, this illness is treatable with antipsychotics. We can also refer him for psychotherapy if you're really worried about this condition, but none of this is absolutely necessary." The doctor says nicely as she looks down at her clipboard then back at Louis and Harry.

Harry's grip on Louis hand tightens when medication is mentioned. Louis gives it a quick squeeze for reassurance. "What are some things that can go wrong with the medication?"

"Dry mouth, constipation, weight gain, nothing this hospital cannot treat. There's no reason to be worried, Mr. Tomlinson, Mr.Styles, it's not the worst case of PPD. I'm sure with a little bit of medication you'll be back on the right track." The lady says smiling, resting her clipboard at her side.

Harry's grip finally loosened on Louis hand and and he smiled.

     "So, how are you feeling, my love?" Louis asked, leaning his head on my shoulder and taking a sip from his boba he just tried for the first time that day. We got in from the boba store just a few steps away. We're in a mall.

"I-It's scary, y-y-you know, the whole d-d-diagnosis. I'm just- sc-scared that, it's gonna get in the way too much." I replied, also taking a sip after i talked. I knows it's gonna be okay, but this is a whole new topic for me. Paranoid Personality Disorder. I haven't heard of paranoia as anything except something crazy people may have. "A-am I crazy?" I ask.

He sits up from my shoulder. "No, baby, you're not crazy. You're the farthest from crazy! This only adds character to your already amazing personality. You know you're perfect, right?" He said, rubbing small circles on my thigh and looks between me and the floor of the mall, trying to think of the right words to say. Bull's eye.

I lean into his chest, burying my face in his clothing. "I hope you're right." 

I truly do.

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UMMMMM SOOOO hey yall- look i KNOW i dropped off the face of the earth and fr im sorry , but i hope you enjoyed !! this chapter is short but we finna live happily ever after.