in his life ( completed)

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I had taken the opportunity to stay in Abel's life and I ran with it. 

Every waking day was one I looked forward to cause I got to see Abel.

I learned that his father's name is Jax and he is a mechanic at his dad's garage that he's in a club called the sons. 

Jax had told me that I could watch our son any time I wanted to. so every single morning without fail I head over to Jax's house and I spend time with our son. 

it's a little weird calling him our son. but legally he is mine and Jax's son since I adopted him.

I would take Abel out and just have a mother-and-son day out. I would be an over grown kid with him and not have a care in the world who was around. 

I was enjoying my time with my son. 

when Gemma who I learned is Jax's mother. when she has Abel I stay at home and do a bit of work designing different advertisements and things for companies. 

When I had Abel and would take him to see his dad and other family members the guys and I would get along great as if we knew each other. 

though at first, they were a bit timid and leery thinking that I still have some connection to this Cameron dude. so I told them to run a background check on me and you'll see I have no idea who this Cameron guy is and I am not associated with anyone he is associated with. which they did and that's what got them to stop reacting how they were.

there would be times when I am with Abel and Jax doesn't come home I'll take and lay in the guest room and fall asleep with Abel until Jax gets home which half the time isn't till the next morning.

But I didn't care cause I was with my son and I got to be spending more time with him and not have to leave and go home.

but little did I know yet again my world was about to tumble.

I had shown up at Jax's place and did what I always had when he let me in and I could hear Abel. 

after I scooped him up and gave him a kiss I looked back at Jax and saw him give me a sad look.

"what?" I asked

"sit please" he says gesturing to the couch

So I took a sit and laid Abel in my arms.

"whats wrong?" I asked

"the paper work that you said legally made you Abel's mom." he starts

"what about them?" I asked

"they arent legal" he says

"what?" I asked

"Cameron had forced the adoption agency worker to type up the paper work to make it look legal and even went as far as putthier their stamp on it so that to anyone who doesn't know documents very well would think that its real. but after my mom got a hold of them and had some people run the papers she found out that your not my sosn's legal mother." he says

"how did she get..."

 I stood up and places Abel back in his bassinet.

"she fucking broke into my house" I stated

"I'm sorry" he says

"why the fuck did she break into my house?" I asked

"she has trust issues and still thinks your hiding something" he says

"despite the fucking guys running a background check on me?" I asked

he nodded his head

"this if fucking bulshit" I say

"I know. but I have an idea that I'm positive you'll love and she'll hate" He says

"what?" I asked

"One moment" he says before he goes to the front door where apparently someone had just shown up.

I stood there waiting for him to come back.

when he did some lady in a business outfit walked in carrying a brief case.

"this is the sons lawyer. she handles our legal matter. and I had asked her to bring the papers that would really make you Abel's mother" Jax says

I was shocked to say the lease.

"are you sure? I mean very sure?" I asked

"yeah darlin I'm sure. I mean I've seen how you are with him. and I couldn't want someone better for my son's mother than you." he says

"what if you fall in love with someone and they wanna be his mother?" I asked

"step mom yeah. If and that's a big if I fall in love with someone" he says

I nodded my head before the lady came over and took a seat and went over everything and assured me that these documents are one hundred percent legal.

so after I signed the papers and legally became Abel's mom I shook hands with the attorney and thanked her before she walked out the door.

I looked over at Abel and smiled.

"I cant thank you enough Jax" I tell him when he comes back from seeing his attorney out.

"no. considered it a type of pay back for bringing him home" he says

"you literittaly just granted one of my biggest wishes" I tell him as I looked over at him.

he looked a bit confused.

"I've longed to have a baby. and I thought with some of the relationships I have had that I'd get that. but half of them ware assholes who used me as a joke while the others never wanted kids. so I just started loosing hope." I tell him

"you are an amazing mom" he says

I smiled

"thank you" I replied

"can I ask you something?" he asked

"yeah" I replied

"would you ever see yourself dating me?" he asked

"is that your form of asking me out?" I asked

"yeah i guess so" he says

"i'd see no problem dating you." I tell him

"will you be my girlfriend ?" he asked

"we'll see" I replied

he came and sat beside me and U curled up in his arms as we sat there talking about any and everything we wanted to as we got more and more acquainted while pour baby boy slept close by.