What'd I'd do for you -Welcome to demon school Iruma kun! - Iruma x Alice

No_6 Realization.

Alice
At first, we didn't know who to sit with who, until I volunteered to sit with master Iruma. I didn't do it just because it was master Iruma, I also did it for the fact that we would both be alone, in where I could ask him the question I'm been yearning to ask.

We were in line while we were talking, and every time a few more passengers got in the ferris wheel and we got closer, my heart skipped a beat. I don't know why, but I was nervous. My tiredness didn't help. It was just a simple question, nothing to worry about! -That is, what I told myself. But it didn't seem to help the situation at all. Their was nothing I could do but wait until me and Iruma got on.

Sabnock and Agares were ahead of us, so they went on first. Finally, it was our turn. I wondered if my worries would rise or diminish once we got in, but to be honest I don't remember what I felt. I sat down in a oddly proper way, stiff and nervous. master Iruma, on the other hand was relaxed and excited.
'I've never been on a ferris wheel before!! I heard the view is great!" Hearing how excited he was, It amazed me really. How he could get so happy over the simplest things.
"Me neither. I guess it will be a sight for both of us." I sounded more stern then intended, but I don't think master Iruma noticed.
"Oh really? Then, once we get to the top we can both take in the view!" He smiled brightly, showing his teeth. I felt better after seeing him smile. Their still felt like a lead ball was stuck in my stomach, but it was much smaller then before. I don't know why, but whenever I'm with him, I feel so... relaxed. I feel so many emotions, and nothing feels boring with him.
I... I really am glad I met him.
"Hey, master Iruma..."
"Hm?" He turned to my direction.
"Say, do you remember when you defined what a friend was to me and Clara?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Well, I was thinking about it earlier and I was wondering if you could give a more descriptive sense of what a friend is. -That is, if its okay with you." I don't know why I said that last part. It just... felt wrong to ask.
"..? Oh! That! Yeah, sorry... I probably didn't do the best job at defining it..." He scratched the back of his head with a apologetic look on his face. It looked like it took him a second to process what I was asking, but after a bit of thinking he understood.
"Well, gimme a minute... I don't wanna deceive you on the meaning of a friend is with a bad description!"
"Oh, alright." I let him think. To be honest, I'd let him think for as long as it takes to get a accurate definition of a so called friend. Even tilt eh end of this ride. After all, this question has been bugging me for the last few days, and I wouldn't feel content without a clear answer.
"Well, I guess you would say... people who feel a mutual affection towards each other? I guess that'd be the best way to phrase it."
"Mutual affection..? I sounded rather uncertain, in which case, I was. It wasn't the best description, in fact it was rather short and still vague. But I could work with it. So I feel for Iruma, and Iruma would feel the same? I... don't think master Iruma feels the same affection I feel. Yes, we both like to spend time together, talk to one another, and laugh with each other, but I feel as if what I feel... is much more then that.
-My thinking was interrupted as master Iruma had spoke up.
" Oh look! We're at the very top!" master Iruma excitedly  looked out the window.
As I was about to look out the window, the words that started this whole ordeal had popped into my head.

"Is this how friends are supposed to think of each other?"

I stopped. What? Why did I think about those words just now? Is my brain hinting at something? Something part of me is blocking off? Could... could I possibly...

like Iruma?

You bet your ass I got the definition off google.