My childhood crush becomes the person I hate

childhood crush

I am mk and these is my story of my crush and me

When i was a kinder i had a classmate who is handsome and even a year were together as classmate my feeling are even stronger i was love at first sight with him my untie and his mother are close bc they are coworker togther when we where child were not close bc he is a cold man and quite when we where grade 1 we got seperated and how many years we didnot meet but when i was 6 grade i tell my untie that i had a crush on him and after i tell untie. Untie tell hes mom that i had a crush on him and hes mother agree bc his mom and me were close and were are not still meeting each other after than a dew months my untie said to me that her mother has a illness so i ask every detail and his mother is in hospital so i am also worried bc my father was have an operation but thak god he servive and he is good now. So i am praying that his mother will be ok but....after three days my untie tell me that his mother had past away😭😱so i am completely shock about that so me and my untie plan when we where going to the funneral so she said tomorrow i am both sad and excited bc i will see him for a long time......so we were that at night he is still hansome and tall i am really feel sorry for him but i am sitting beside the food he 's getting a food and its fluttering me bc he is in front of me ......and after a day its her mother to say good by.........and i hope he will recover that her mother past away ..after a months it fiesta in our city and so many people are having fun and hes house is close to 0laza and every time when i go to our city hall bc my tita is working ther 8 always look at hes house bc he maybe standing outside .....so i see him that night so i am so happy and blushy..but theres more we and my untie ask her tita if she will go to there friends funneral bc sha di*d... so hes tita said " yes i will go tomorrow... you i said to my untie " i want to go to tomrrow bc the reason is i  will see him tomorrow happygurl.....so it was tomorrow i i see him and he smiled at me woow like what🙃🤔🤯
Then we left and other tomorrow thay untie and hes tita plan that thay will go again tomorrow so i want to come but my tita forgot pur plan that i will the one who her picked up first bc just to see the person i love but thay didnit go bc hes lola didnot agree that hes tita will go bc her mother past away a few day that is our culture here that if someone were dead in the family a few days you must not go to another funneral.........so august 24,2022 its our firste day at school i chose to school here bc he is here in the school so were now schoolmate ahahahah.........so i was hoping to see him but a few days here in school i did not see him so hes bestfriend is my classmate who always bully me and ship me with other classmate i hate him so mùch so thats tha time feel that what will my crush feel that a fat girl like him i was so ashamed of my self so thats the time i started to uncrush him....but before that   i see him 2 times so i still thinking to uncrush him......... what will i do ho fight for love or give up what you feel for him... but i still stop thinking that bc i am still gr7 and hes is gr8 bc he didnot go kinder 2 so he is older now just the grade.