I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
In fear of making a fool out of myself
It's always my fault
I contemplate my existence
Why do I never seem to fit in?
Overthinking every possibly outcome
Why can't I just shut up?
How can you tell if people really like you?
Should I change so they don't run away?
Maybe I'm scared, I don't wanna be alone
Why can't I just grow up?
I wanna be the perfect girl
I want the looks that make heads turn
But I know I'll never be her
Should I just wake up?
I need to wake up
I don't know if I'm going crazy
If I left, would you even really miss me?
Finding comfort talking to the voices in my head
I want you to need me
I need you to want me
I don't know if I'm too far gone~
I want to express myself to the best of my ability
I just don't know how cause I've never had the luxury
Looking in the mirror, wondering where it all went wrong
How can you tell if people really like you?
Should I change so they don't run away?
Maybe I'm scared, I don't wanna be alone
Why can't I just grow up?
I need to grow up
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My Personal Diary
RandomTo be honest, I don't even know if I'll post everything on here. It'll be filled with poems, song lyrics, and various different things I have on my mind. I guess this book (and possibly others) will be a creative outlet and be something that I do in...
