Days passed by everything was going great. Louis & Harry became more close than ever. Louis feelings for him grew stronger each day. He wants to confess about his feelings to harry but he is too scared to tell so he stick to become his best mate & enjoy his company till the very last of his life while here Harry is confused, frustrated, annoyed as he has only 2 months left until which if he don’t feed on a pure blood's blood he will surely die. Now he doesn’t wants to kill louis. He would rather happily die than killing lou. He has figured it quit a while ago that he has feelings for louis & now he wants to tell louis the truth so the louis will be scared & stops interacting with him as it will be only good for him to stay away from a monster like Harry
*After a month*
At Harry's hide out~
Louis pov🦔 :
I've been here waiting for Harry for about 1 hr. Today Harry called me at morning. He told me he has something important to tell me, he seemed kinda tensed. I'm soo worried about him. I hope he's alright.
After a while Harry arrived there running in a hurry.
"Omg I'm soo sorry lou that you had to wait for such a long time for me. I had some important works at home that's why I'm late" he said with a frown
"Clam down haz! It ok, i understand. Moreover it's better staying at your hideout than at my house" I said trying to cheer up his mood as he seems upset. It did cheer him up a bit as he smiled slightly.
"Haz? Yk I haven't seen you for 2 days & I missed you & your you know the thing you do to me... which like..makes me happy.." I rambled
He cooed "aww baby come here" making grabby hands to hug me.
"You're soo cute you know that right" he said smiling down at me.
"No! You are more cuter" I said smirking up at him.
I feel soo safe inside his arms I thought to myself then I remembered why harry told me to be here.
"Haz?" I said
"Yeah lou?" He said
"You wanted to tell me something important cuz you told me to be here?" I said still side hugging him
"Yeah lou actual I want to tell you one of my deepest secret" he said while caressing my hair.
"What is it haz?" I said curiously
"It's is that I'm..I..Lou it's that I'm a v.." that's it he became unconscious.
"Harry? Haz..? Hazza? Omg what should I do? Water! Where is the damn water!!" I rushed to bring water.
I took his head on my lap & sprinkle some water on his face but no reaction.
I was about to call a doctor when suddenly the door of the hideout brust opened revealing none other than my brother Liam.
"Louis what are you don't here?why was your phone switched off? Don’t you know I was worrying about you!!?" He askew me furiously as his eye fell on Harry
"Wait a second who is that guy? What are you two doing along here!!?" He asked me
"Liam could you please clam down! I'm alright can’t you see!? Please stop treating me like a 5 y/o!!" I shouted
Liam eyes widened, I never shouted at him so this has probably caught him off guard. "Lou.. li.." he began to say but I cut him off
"No Today you listen! You always treat me like a child but you have to understand that I'm not a kid anymore I'm a grown up man! I can take care of myself. I get it you're worried about me but with the threads of restrictions you always keep me make me feel suffocated, Do you not understand that li!?" I said everything that I've kept in my chest all this year.
I could feel liam's body filling with guilt & regret
"Lou..I" he started sayingHarry's pov 🐸 :
Everything felt dizzy & black. I tried to open my eyes but I couldn't. I could feel my head on someone laps but I couldn't think who it can be. All i remember is becoming unconscious. I thought I symptoms have stopped but apparently it hasn't. I don't have much time left in my hand.
I heard someone shouting. Is it louis? I thought
?? : "I get it you're worried about me but with the threads of restrictions you always keep me make me feel suffocated, Do you not understand that li!?"
I recognized it was lou but who was he talking to? Is it his brother? Should I interrupt them? I thought , I should just act as unconscious for a little bit more I said to myself."Lou I'm really sorry" The unknown voice said.
" I just from the day our parents died , you’re my everything left. I can't afford to lose you &.. that.. that .. day when you were kidnapped I was about to lost you. It made be scared to death that's why I became soo possessive over you.. I really didn't realize on my way to protect way I was taking your freedom from you. I really I'm sorry lou.. I really am. From now I won't restrict you soo much you can do whatever you want but please promise me you will be safe & if you need anything you will always call me?" that unknown voice said which is probably louis's brother.Louis voice sounded emotional like he's crying "li.. I.. I'm sorry myself I didn't mean to shout at you. I just wanted to make realize you that I can take care of myself too & Yeah I promise I'll be safe li"
I though this is the right time to open my eyes. "Lou?" I said
"Haz!? Omg you got your sense back!!" His face looked soo relived
I nooded, I looked up to see A tall & strong muscular man.
Louis looked up between me & him then he said "haz this is my big bro liam"
"I figured that" I smiled at him
"Hi.. I'm liam louis brothers. I hope you are ok now lad? What happen to you? & I'm soo sorry for what happened just now" liam said
" It's ok liam I understand where are you coming from & don't worry about me I'm alright ut happened probably cause of work pressure" I said
"Working is good but don't take too much pressure that it affect your health mate. I shall go now, lou if you want me to pick you up call me yeah?" Liam said
Me & louis nodded
After liam left I turned to louis.
"Lou..." I started but he cut me off by giving me a hug. His whole body was trembling.
"Shh.. shh.. Boobear it's ok! I'm alright, I'm soo proud of you babe. You finally told it to your brother! And see he even understood you soo it's all good" I said
He clamed down a bit, "I was soo scared haz I thought something bad happened to you & then I told liam soo much shit, I thought you both will leave me just like my mom & dad" he saidI kept silent cuz I knew I had to leave him eventually. If just like zayn I k!ll louis I couldn't not forgive myself never ever. If I stay till end with him, after my death it will be more painful for him so anyhow I've to tell him we can't be friends anymore.
I detached from our hug "lou I know liam will never leave you" I said
He looked at my curiously "what about you? Yoh won't stay?"
"Louis I can't... I need to leave you.. I can't stay with you.. it's for your betterment" I said
"What! It's not funny haz! I don't like this kind of jokes. You're knock knock jokes are much better than this one" he said nervously
"I'm not joking louis" I said trying not to cry infront from of him
"But why harry!? Why!!" He shouted tears rolling down his eyes
I couldn't see louis like this. I just wanted to hug & protect him forever but sometimes every wish cannot be fulfilled.
I said firmly, "louis I'm a vampire do you understand!!?? If I stay with you I will end up hurting you. I was the reason my ex bf died cuz I killed him as I lost my control over myself. I only have 2 months left in my hand & if I don't feed on a pure blood's blood which is you!
I will die lou I will die & I can't hurt you !! I will nevet hurt you. Please I beg you stay away from me, I can't... I can't.. just stay with you"
"Do I look a kid to you? What kind of prank is this" he said not believing my words.
So the last thing I could do wad to show him my vampire form
His eyes widened he couldn't believe what he was seeing but what I didn’t expect him to be calm
"Lou? Are you not scared of him" I asked surprised
"What? Scared of you? Whether you are vampire or not you're still my Hazza! Why will I be scared" he said smiling at me
I returned to my human form.
"Lou.. I don’t know if you r scared or not but we can't be friends louis.. we just can't" I said
"Do you really want to leave my haz?" His voice trembled
I didn't want to say , my whole body wad shouting at me to tell him NO but I had to leave him it's for his betterment. "Yes louis tomlinson I want to leave you! I don't want to be your friend!! Do you understand!" I shouted at him
And that's it He ran away from my house crying. I couldn't do anything at all. I felt like I just myself ripped my heart from my chest. It was soo painful. I felt suffocated as I again passed away on the couch from crying.
I hope this wasn't too sad.....
I hope y'all are enjoying the ff.
Tysm for y'all support soo far ♡
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