chapter 4 - the fucking haters

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Well I woke up and now I  had to change for school. I got all my clothes ready, and my backpack so I can go to school.

My bus came I was already ready to go to school. I hope my crush was here today.

I went to the door to go to my class and I got  I got pushed into the door I knew who it was it was , the fucking haters they always push me around like if I was there pushing bag.This time I was going to defend my self
I went up to them ugly bitches and said why are you such a fucking asshole Barbara? She looked at me with that face that meant " you are going to get it " I was not ashamed I felt proud of what I did.

Now after that I think she wants a fight but I am not fighting because fighting is stupid I mean all you do is punch them till it hurts. All her friends defend her she is totally bossy like if her friends were her slaves I don't feel bad about it.

She is a fucking hater and that's what she always be she's just jealous that I'm more cuter than her and that maybe john has a crush on me and not at her. That's why she always hated me.

I was walking to class and I came late I was going to skip it but they installed cameras so we couldn't skip no more I FUCKING HATE THIS SCHOOL IT SUCKS.

OMG those ugly bitches are coming my way I was ready to face them again but they were going to go to class too I was relieved.

In the class I was texting with Alma. " hey America what you doing " I texted back " texting with you " she texted " lol " then I texted I had to go because the stupid teacher said that we have to finish the work. She texted " ok then bye see you in the hallways ".

OMG here comes ugly bich number 2 Jackie. She is so bossy and stupid she is so mean to me.as usually she spits spitballs at me but this time she through a ball of paper to me I go so mad that out loud in the class room in front of the teacher I sreamed out " YOU FUCKING ASS WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE.YOU ARE BOSSY ANNOYING AND FUCKING STUPID JUST GET AWAY FUCKING HATER".

I got send to the principal he was mad. I told him every thing he believed me and said " America you are smart I am going to let you off with a warning " I said thank you .

I had to go to class but I didn't go I pretended to go to the restroom and never came little till 4 period.

Man I'm so hungry I couldn't wait till 5 period. Now I have to go to art class It's my favorite class because I love to draw.OMG my crush is coming what should I do. Alma told me that if I keep hiding he will think less of me.

While I was looking through my backpack I saw a note I had to read it. I would be stupid if I didn't. It said

DEAD
I slowly die inside
From all the times I've cryed
I've cried for you.
You look at me with you're pretty eyes
You look right through me alive.
I am invisible I for some reason.
I knew I would always be like this to you
I wish you were missing me like I'm missing you
But no matter what I do I'll always
Be dead to you I hope you are happy
Because I'm not because of you bich
                    With sadness
.             And broken heart
.          .      ????????

I wonder who could this letter be from? 

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