The Bad boy's Obsession

Chapter 23

I decided to dye my hair ash grey and pink underneath and chose to cut it below my shoulder. City also dyes her hair orange because she saw Nadine's hair and loves it. Kinabukasan ay nag desisyon na akong pumasok dahil panigurado ay marami na akong na miss na lessons.

Hinatid ako ni kuya and sinabi sa akin na sya na rin ang susundo sa akin mamayang uwian. I texted city, and she said na nasa room na sya. I walk silently while listening to maroon by Taylor swift.

And I wake with your memory over meThat's a real fucking legacy, legacy (It was maroon)And I wake with your memory over meThat's a real fucking legacy to leave

nagulat nalang ako ng may makitang pares ng sapatos sa aking harapan dahil nakayuko ako habang nag lalakad

I saw an ash-grey pair of eyes that I had longed these past few days.

I want to throw myself at him, tell him how much I miss him and say that I already forgave him even without explanation, but I know that I am better than that.

I just stare at him blankly and excuse myself. pero bago ako makalagpas sa kanya ay nagulat ako ng hinawakan nya ang palapulsuhan ko at hinila ako sabay yakap sa akin

I'm sorry, baby. I hate myself right now- he said that made me teary, but I stopped myself

I hate you more than you hate yourself, asshole- i said sabay kalas sa pagkakayakap nya sa akin at tumakbo na palayo sa kanya

nasalubong ko pa si Cindy na mukang nakita ang nangyari at masama na ang tingin sa akin. the fuck i care. fucking bitch

Nakita ko agad si city na nakatayo sa labas ng room namin probably waiting for me Hey, what happened? why are you crying maddy? you okay? - sunod sunod na tanong sa akin na sinagot ko lang ng ngiti at inaya na sya pumasok sa room.

 My classmates look at me with pity on their eyes and some with mock na hindi ko nalang pinag tuunan ng pansin.

I have studied nonstop for the past two weeks since i returned from maldives. City has also been sleeping in our house to accompany me and teach me the lessons I missed nung pumunta ako ng maldives.

napapansin ko rin an parang may something kay city and kuya na hindi ko nalang pinag tuunan ng pansin. i know city will tell it to me when she's ready.

I woke up  exactly 3 am dahil naka ramdam ako ng uhaw. city is still sleeping peacefully kaya nag dahan dahan ako sa paglalakad. my refrigerator is placed near the window kaya nung humangin ay nalihis ang kurtina at nakakita ako ng isa bulto na nakatayo sa tapat ng gate ng aming bahay at nakatingin sa gawi ng kwarto ko

bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko dahil kilalang kilala ko kung sino yun. i decided to get out and face the person standing in front out our house. mukang nagulat sya ng nakita nyang lumabas ako ng bahay.

"bab-" naputol ang sasabihin nya ng itinaas ko ang palad ko sa tapat ng muka nya" stop calling me that, stop pretending I mean anything to you kasi *sobs* I know na pinag laruan mo lang ako" I said while stopping myself from crying my heart out.

"n- no, no baby please listen to me" he said and hug me. at hindi ko na napigilan at humagulgol na ako ng iyak. he still feels like home.

"f*ck you *sobs I- hate you," i said between my sobs, and he caressed my hair and still hugged me as if he didn't wanna let me go.

"Why are you here? go home. I don't wanna see you" lies, f*cking lies 

"I'm sorry baby, I fucking loves you so much okay, will you listen to me love? he said gently while still caging me in his arms. tumango lang ako at nag paubaya ng hilain nya ako papasok sa backseat ng kotse nya He placed my head next to his chest as he told me everything