late night small write outs

rooftop dreamy bub

to be honest, he was the last guy i thought who would pop up on my mind.

he definitely looks at me uninterested, which i found normal as time goes by...

so, I DON'T KNOW WHY IT WAS HIM WHEN HE WASN'T THE ONE I'M MANIFESTING AT ALL?!

but let me tell you... it's a sweet dream, a very gentle one.

the one that feels like a smooth and tasty marshmallow you eat on your childhood, it's nostalgic, peaceful and full of love.

it's honestly the perfect dream I'd never want to wake up on, it's too comforting and loving, i envy my dream self.

so, I'll tell you how it went...

It's a sunny day, we were at our friend's house, their rooftop to be precise. it was hot but it doesn't affect me much, something i got used to.

as we were talking with our other friends, they started to tease me, with him. let's call him, Cyries.

Cyries was beside me on the couch, he's hiding his smirk from me because of the tease we continuously receive from our friends.

"i think you two should get married."
"uy, they're sitting together."
"i'm feeling butterflies seeing you two right now, omg!"

honestly, if i was the irritated self in that dream, i'd curse at them

however, it's me... but a shy one.

DEFINITELY SOMETHING I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT IT'S ME.

but i understand, i get shy when i get teased with my crush in real life.

Cyries was just looking at me like he's so in love with me, and you know, it made my heart skip a bit. because lately, i found him attractive because he shares a similarity with the actor i've been crushing with.

since i was too shy to listen to their tease about us, i chose to rest my head on his shoulder, it honestly felt comforting.

it was a peaceful moment for me. and it became an explosion of emotions when he put his head on top of mine, and i can feel him smiling despite not seeing his face.

i guess, he's handsome when he smiles, huh.

BUT THAT'S NOT JUST IT.

that lovey-dovey moment got more intense when he grabbed my hand and then i started to play with it. it's honestly the cutest and sweetest dream i ever had, i was just bewildered because he wasn't the one i wasn't expecting to have me hold his hand like that.

it's a beautiful dream, full of love and a wonderful memory.

though, when i woke up, i tried to really get it off my mind.

it distracted me, since Cyries is my friend, and someone who just lives his life teasing me.

i just don't get it why I'm universe pulled a petty prank on me to have a dream with someone i'm annoyed with.

but i guess, i found the answer now.

he likes grabbing my hand and kissing it by the way.

really, the sweetest boy.