My life

Some day I guess

Today nothing bad so far
Just woke up brushed my teeth and is sitting in my bed writing this
My exam just completed and the result will be given in a few days I am scared but there is nothing I could do to correct it now heh
My aunt family came over for am visit and is eating breakfast I didn't like the breakfast so I just didn't eat I am not really hungry either
With just a look you can see who my dad loves more me or my cousin
So of course other than my mom everyone finds me quite useless even my mom sometime that's because both of my brother and sister are already 18 and is in university but I am still in middle
Most of my relatives other than 1 or 2 are already in university or in job and I am not the only child in my family so in my area
The useful Child is favorite
The other ones are the extras
I guess I am one of the extras in my family
There was a time i was comfortable with my family and relatives but I guess now I don't fell really comfortable with anyone even my friends...