UNWANTED

CHAPTER 2

Today breakfast little bit weird. only the delicate noises. no chatting, no laugh as usual but they eat well.so, I'm happy. after the breakfast they didn't thank me as everyday.

I think that because yesterday incident. new choreograph is really tough and I didn't get any step so they disappointed at me. "  it's ok Jin" i said myself to light up my emotions.

we went to the dance studio. nowadays this is the most horrifying place for me, not because of the ghost but scared for been disappointed them.

time skip.......

"ohh jin hyung it's not like that. please be faster." it is jhope who is the current choreographer.

"ok" I watch it again and try it but over and over again I fail. " ahhh why i can't dance like others. 

I try it  again.......

"jin hyung  be faster"

"jin hyung go to your spot"

"jin move your right foot"

" hands up not like that"

"enough" it's yoongi . "we are tired now.""yeah thats true" taehyung.

"that's right but jin hyung didn't get it" "so we have to do more" jhope said.

"It's jin not us why we have to more practice because of him. he is one who want to practice" Yoongi yelled.

I take back and feel shy in front of them.

"that's right hyung you have to practice hard we are going now "

"ok I will stay and practice more" I said quietly. they left...

I collapse on the floor I feel like crying ." why i'm tired too. I can't do more my legs hurt so bad it's trembling." but then i remember their faces frustratedly looking at me. 

'you lazy ass get up and try hard' my  inner voice tell me. then I get up and practice. I look at the clock it's 12.00. I practice until my lungs give up. I breath heavily I feel like  my bones  crack at the same time . then I black out on the floor.

'no one give me water, no one pat my back and say it's ok' that's what came to my mind .

"you don't have anyone jin .

your alone.......no one love you.

to be continued...

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