"A sound soul dwells within a sound mind & a sound body" -Maka Albarn, Soul Eater.
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❤️chapter 1:the colour of life❤️
EUNOIA.
Do y'all know what that means?
For those, who have no clue, it means beautiful mind, good way of thinking. I don't know where the word originated from, but it's a beautiful word in my opinion.
But what's a beautiful thinking? What does it mean to be a beautiful thinker? Maybe those, who have their own pink, or grey way of seeing life. Which brings us to the question..what colour is life?
In my perspective life is red. Red like fire and it burns as fast, you don't even notice passing and each year passes faster than the last one, till it's time to say your last words. But red is a beautiful colour. It also represents love, which can be added to our conclusion.
You gotta love life, even if it's hard. Even, if it passes like a movie on the big screen. Even, if you have nothing to be happy about.
What about me you may ask. What makes me enjoy my red life?
I live my life like there's no tomorrow. I go out every night, drink till my liver starts hurting, I smoke weed and I fuck as much as I can. And you know what? I'm not ashamed. You're young once and this youth passes very quickly, so you gotta grab most of it.
I can confidently say, that I also have a lot of friends. I meet new people every other day and I can go out with complete strangers, have fun and never contact them again. This is a quality of mine, that I love very much.
But, if you ask me how many of those people are close to me, I have to disappoint you, cause none of them knows the real me. None of them ever heard my secret and none of them has ever seen my sad expression, my tears. And imma keep it that way.
I guess I can't find someone like me, someone who sees reality and even tho still has a way of enjoying life. The ugliness of our life bothers many, but not me, which makes me appreciate my way of thinking.
See? We came back to EUNOIA. This is the beautiful thinking. This is what a well grown mind can do to a person.
Is this a mature thinking? No. But did it help me go through life and the difficulties I had to face growing up? Yes, absolutely. I never said my mind and my thinking is right for every person, but it helped me.
I wish there was someone, who sees life as red as I do. And I wish there was someone, who is not afraid of life, just like me. Someone, who's willing to take the risk of living. It's a hard gem to find these days. And that's why I'm single.
