"She denies it, but the truth is..she's falling in love with him" -the author.
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❤️chapter 14:decisions❤️
Days after days it was the same routine.
I wake up, I look at myself in the mirror, I feel sick, I move my gaze away to my phone trying to get my mind away from the situation, but then another message from Sukuna pops up.
Sukuna:I'm sorry
He texted me this around 15 times, but I didn't reply. I knew he wasn't truly sorry for what he said..and why would he be?
Yes, the situation is fucked up for me, but I had the time to realise, that Sukuna was right. We can't automatically stop caring about those, who we used to love with all our hearts. And you can't press a switch button and just stop loving them. It's impossible.
He wasn't wrong for what he said, neither for what he feels. He's wrong for leading me on and giving me false hopes. Maybe I have a little fault too, because I, myself, gaslighted myself to think, that he had feelings.
"Maybe he does like you", Nobara tried to analyse the situation, but even she couldn't believe her own words, "but his feelings for his ex were to strong to let him move on".
"Nobara, don't try to lie to me", I shook my head and laid back down on my bed, "we both know, that there were no feelings".
"You're wrong, y/n", she spoke to me with a very serious, deep voice, "you don't get jealous over somebody, that you don't care about. I guess it was right person, wrong time".
I don't believe in such thing as 'right person, wrong time'. There's no such thing.
If the person is right, the Universe will send him/her to you at the right time. The Universe is like this loving parent, that wants you to have everything you need and desire, so if you are ready for the right person, the time is always going to be right. Remember that.
And you'll know, when this is the right person for you. You're going to feel it.
"At the end of the day", Nobara sat next to me on my bed and wrapped her arms around me to comfort me, "if it's written-it will happen, and we all have faith, you know".
"You're right", I smiled at her.
Sometimes the problem is not the person you are blaming for your pain. Sometimes the problem is you and how you choose to react to the situation. And how much you love and respect yourself.
