𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚.

Chapter 2

It was now time for the meet and greet and my stomach was doing flips part of me knows i should tell dani allah and cloud the truth but the other part is telling me not to

We were next and we had 3 minutes top to talk to billie 

“Hi guys” billie said smiling hugging dani and ellaah then hugging cloud and lastly holding her arms out for me as i surly engulfed her in a hug and a 5 second hug felt like an eternity 

"Hi Janae" she smirked

"Hi billie" I said looking down at the ground 

"Well anyways you all look amazing by the way” billie said and they continued to talk and they looked so happy 

“ I hope you do well in your performance today,we are rooting for you”ellaah said making billie smile,we took pictures with her and they spoke to her a little while longer before  our time had came to an end 

I began to walk away to the bathrooms

I felt someone grabbing my hand as I looked back to see it was cloud "you ok,you want me to come with you?" She asked

I smiled softly "no I'm fine I'll be right back"as I began Walking away made to the bathroom and looked in the mirror feeling the tears form beginning to make my vision blurry.

I heard the bathroom door open quickly wiping away my tears 

"Hey...im on my break for like 3-5 minutes " Billie said 

"Oh great...ofc it's you it's always you" I responded 

"Janae I'm sorry." She said

"I loved you Billie,and I think I still do and i dont know why and it hurts, it hurts seeing you it brings back things I don't even want to think about remembering " I responded crying 

"I know and I'm so sorry,I should of told you soon and I'm sorry I swear if I could take it back I would" she said 

"So your idea and big plan was just to leave me all alone and leave me by myself knowing how much the whole relationship meant to me??" I responded 

"Janae you don't understand if my parents knew it wouldn't of been anything regardless and don't understand how sorry I am" she responded 

" yeah well sorry doesn't change anything" I said while wiping my tears brushing past her to walk out the bathroom.

Billies pov 

" yeah well sorry doesn't change anything" She said while wiping her tears brushing past my arms to walk out the bathroom. 

"FUCK DUDE" I yelled flipping my hair to the other side pressing down and looking in the mirror as I then walked out the bathroom. 

 I continued the meet and greet still with everything she said repeating in my head 

It was now time for the show and im disappointed but i have to get through it for my family and my fans who i love so much