Chapter 3

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I turned on my music and put my led lights on red to make my room darker before getting my clothes out and going in the bathroom to take a shower soaking in every minute of it.

Soon after I was done i looked in the mirror with bloodshot red eyes as I heard my phone ringing a few times before seeing it was Ellaah and dani and picking up

"Hey guys..." I said

"Janae I was literally about to come to your house and make sure you were good...are you ok we heard what happened" Ellaah said as her voice got lower at the last part.

"Yeah I'll be fine.. I hope" I said" I said

"You'll be fine because you have us I promise" dani said smiling

l chuckled "thanks guys"

"We love you janae like seriously" Ellaah said  seriously.

"I love you guys more"

i told them i was gonna take a nap and hung up starting up my music grabbing my iPad and going on roblox.


A/N
*Ntm roblox is fun asf,one thing about me is at my fossil age imma make a house on bloxburg and argue with lil kids 😂*

after a while i heard a ding and an instagram notification,choosing to ignore it.until i heard it again groaing before picking it up

Billieeilish

hey
I know you probably dont want to hear this but im sorry
seen.

k.
seen

Janae you know i never meant to hurt you and i loved you just as much.when i saw you at the concert my heart shattered
seen

text me,i have a new number 2180080806

seen

about not even 20 seconds later i hear my phone ringing

"i know i told this girl to text me" i said before picking up and placing the camera up facing the ceiling

"Hey janae" she said as I took a large breather and responded putting my face in the camera

"Hey bil- I mean billie" I said before propping my phone up on my pillow where they can see me and I can see them,I then continued building and we sat in very suprisingly comfortable silence when after a while a message popped up

*message from O'Connell *

I hope you know I meant every word in that bathroom and I am truly sorry Janae and if there is anything I can do to prove it I will because you were the love of my life and im truly sorry.I had to...please forgive me.

That'll take some time billie,that hurt and you truly were the love of my life too.but it's gonna  take me some time if that's ok?

Yeah I understand,whenever your ready and I'm sorry again lol...

Oconnell stop apologizing please it's fine 😂

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