One-shot | Farah Dowling

I love you but am afraid of rejection

Summary: You are her Assistant and are in Love with Farah but will she return those Feelings?
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I sat at my Desk again, it was exactly 6 am and Ms. Dowling was soon to arrive at her Office, I already prepared the Paperwork for myself and had set a Cup of Coffee on Ms. Dowlings Desk so she would wake up quicker while sorting her Paperwork from the most important to the lesser and like always she exactly arrived 10 Minutes later than me.

"Good Morning (Y/n), punctual as always, my reliable Assistant" I smiled at her Praise and nodded. "One of us has to be that after all" I teased while following her. "You will have some Meetings today, Queen Luna wants to talk to you at 1:30 pm about Stella and her Progress" I told her as I heard her already groan at that.

"What does she want to talk about now? We already discussed Stella's Progress"asked Ms. Dowling while sitting down behind her Desk. "The Progress, you know how she doesn't like your teaching Methods and want it to go faster" I replied as she scoffed. "Well anything else beside that?" I quickly checked my Notes.

"Well you are to check the Borders today and then meet Saul to talk about how the Specialist are doing and how to improve before going to Mr. Harvey to check what you need on supplies and do the rest of the assigned files" I told her. "Don't forget Bloom, you wanted to talk to her too" she sighed and rubbed her Temples.

"Until when are they due?" She asked me and looked at the Paper work and begann to work on it. "The best is if you manage them before Queen Luna visits, other than that until Evening so I can finish too"she nodded again. "Thank you, what would I do without you?" I shrugged. "You would find another one and replace me" I said dramatically.

She only shook her Head with a Smile. "If you need anything you know where to find me, I won't go anywhere with all that Paperwork after all" I gave her smile before closing the Door gently and returning to my Work.  "I will always be there for you after all" I whispered to myself before I sat down on the Chair and begann my Work.

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I looked at my Paper in Frustration, I couldn't find the right Record of this one Student. Clenching my Jaw while I read trough everything again before I suddenly felt calm and relaxed. "What got you so worked up?" I head Farah ask as she went behind me and leaned over to see what I was struggling on.

"I can't find the Records of this one Student" I mumbled while my Face flushed on how close we were. I could feel her Breath against my Neck wich gave me Goosebumps, not real,y listening to anything she was saying. "Ms. (L/n)?" I quickly got out of my Trance.

"Yes Ms. Dowling?" She looked at me scoldingly. "I take that that you didn't even listen to a word I said, the Student isn't at this School anymore so just forget that" she repeated herself as I blushed in Embarrassment. "I apologize and thank you" quickly scribbling that down I finally focused and turned myself towards her.

"Is there something you need? I don't think you just came out here to help me" I exclaimed looking at her expectingly. "What makes you think that?" She trapped me in between her and the Desk as both her Hands were on either Side of me. "You're a Headmistress, I just figured I..." i got quieter to the end. "So you're saying you think you're not worth my Time?" She leaned even closer as I nodded, not able to respond in any other Way.

"Ms. Dowling" I whispered as she stayed her stoic self. "Is there something wrong, Assistant?" She asked me teasingly. "I-I don't think so" I answered her Question and she suddenly cupped my Face with one of her Hands. "I hope I don't make your uncomfortable" I only shook my Head, mesmerized by her Eyes that I stared into.