𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝑷𝒂𝒔𝒕. 𝐒𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫.

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Dear Diary,

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My name is Lilith, i'm what most call a weirdo and a loner.
My last name is Barlow, I'm a May gemini and spaghetti is the best food in existence.
I like reading and learning about true crime. (Weird interest I know.)
I also enjoy playing Flute, drawing, aswell as being alone!
I don't know much about my past,however my mom is a single woman who found me at her doorstep at a young age.
I have no idea where I came from, who I am, or even my purpose.
To be honest I have never fit in, my long raven black hair and piercing black eyes always made me stand out from everyone else.
Most kids stay away from me, and call me a freak.
But not all of them think that... I truly only have one friend, her name is Athena.
I honestly don't know how we became friends it kind of just happened.
Athena is very happy go lucky, she never has trouble making friends. (I'm a little jealous of that..)
She's like a rainbow, and i'm like the rain cloud.
Ive been friends with Athena ever sense I we became neighbors 6 years ago!
We have always gone to the same school, all the way up to where I am now!
We both attend Lakeland High school, its a fancy private school for the elite and the rich!
They only accept the best of the best and are of the top schools. All of the classes are boring though and i get bullied a-lot. At least I get to wear a cute uniform! Hooray to that Haha!
Anyway enough about Athena and my school, as much as I love her and my okay school this diary is about me.
Lately I have been having bad dreams, it makes me head hurt.
I go to therapy every now and then just because of it!
It's always so dark whenever I dream of it.
It's always just me running in the darkness chasing something, someone..
They always call out to me.
Luring me in to make me run to eternity, At least thats what it feels like.
I honestly don't know whats wrong with me.
Sometimes I just feel like such an outcast, like I'm not even human.
But that's normal right?
Every now and then I like to look out of my window, into the snowy dense forest that's displayed in-front of me, and wonder what could be out there..
I tend to ramble a lot though, so to keep this all short I'm going to end this here.. Goodnight!

October 23
-Lilith Barlow
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