Into you

-not my type-

I felt bad for leaving Sapnap again so I tried to thinking about something. "I have an idea," I said. "We can both go to Twitchcon today and I'll say that you're my accompaniment, so we both can get in and go different ways so nobody sees us together. We can go earlier there, so no one of the other creators will see us." Sapnap smiled and said that it would be fun. We both got up and changed clothes. I decided to wear the hoddie from Sapnap again and he wore my light blue hoddie again.
We left our hotelroom and it felt so good to walk outside together. The weather was really good and it wasn't too cold or too hot.
While walking, our hands touched and few times, but I ignored it.
Even if everyone is still asleep, I was afraid that anybody could see us walking together.

We finally arrived and went to the entrance with the security guards. "He belongs to me, so everything is okay." I said after a guy stopped Sapnap from walking in. The man nodded his head and we entered the event.

We went in different directions because I had to go to the manager. It doesn't took long and the others arrived. "So today will be simple. You all have meet and greet at first, then you have to go to your pannels for a hour and then you all can leave." The manager said to us and I was more than happy about this. "You wanna hang out at the pannel again? If it's not weird for you or something." George asked me with a slightly shy voice. I smiled and said that I would like too.

We wrote "+Gogy" under my Karl Jacobs sign again and decided to switch our Twitchcon badges as a joke.
It was fun as always to take pics with fans and give a lot of hugs. I think touching people and giving hugs, is the way I show someone that I like him.
I started to think about the situation with Sapnap. He said more than once that he doesn't like physical affection, but he also cuddled with me and let me kiss his cheeks.
"Sometimes I just want to know what is going on in your head." George said and got me back to reality. "I'm just glade when I'm back home and finally can stream again. I think my chat already miss me." I answered.
I looked around and suddenly saw Sapnap in the crowd of people. The queue got shorter and Sapnap was finally infront of us. "Hey can we take a pic?" He asked and I said yes. While we hugged for the pic, he whispered in my ear: "Is this the boy who kissed you?" I slightly nodded my head and oh my lord I don't want to know what was going on his head right now, while he looked in George's direction. He bit on his lower lip and tried to not show how jelous he was.
It was kinda funny and I giggled. He slightly punched my arm. Then he had to left and I concentrated myself on the others again.

I don't know why, but sometimes I remember that he was straight and I get sad.
He was just a random fan that I met on Twitter and who just followed me because he liked my content, but it feels like we are becoming more then just "an idol with a fan" and I hope Sapnap maybe feels the same...

I had to go through the big hall for several times and sometimes I saw Sapnap who was hanging around with other fans or takes pics with creators.
"The fan from a few hours ago, I think he had the same blue hoddie like you." George said. I got nervous and said: "Uhm...I didn't really paid attention of what he was wearing, so I don't know."
I'm glade that there is no chance he'll know that it's actual my hoddie that Sapnap was wearing.
While walking through the crowd, someone bumped into me. "Bro watch where you walking." The person said. I wanted to say something mean back but then I realised it was Sapnap. "Oh uhm...Karl. I'm sorry, I didn't knew it was you." He said and I laughed. "It's okay, don't worry." I put my hand on his shoulder and petted him. I saw his face getting red and started grinning. "Karl come, we have to go to the pannel." George said and took my arm. I didn't had the chance to say goodbye to Sapnap because George pulled me with him.
"I hate it when fans didn't pay attention." He said. I got a bit mad and answered: "It wasn't his fault. I didn't paid attention either." "Why are you protecting him. He's just one of million fans. Or do you like him? I think I saw you both a several times together at Twitchcon on Friday and today. Wasn't his name Nick?" I got nervous and started stuttering: "Uh-uhm yeah we talked a several times and he's really nice. But I don't like him that way. Yeah I like men, but Sap- uhm Nick isn't my type."
George shrugged and sat down on the chairs at the pannel...

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I feel bad for making George the "bad person" in this story, but every ff needs a little bit drama😔🤝

Btw pls check out the ff "the story of us" from lesbian4dnf   It's soooooo good^^ (i probably posted two chapters today, to make a shoutout to them)