Hi Again Flower

Chance

I'm still shocked since yesterday. His words still ringing in my head. I can love you. Is it true?he isn't kidding? I don't even know. I played dumb yesterday and asked him to order food for us.

Later he went back to his room and I am still here blushing and punching my pillow. I am just so in love with him, I will never move on. I slept late that night after thinking too much even p'mix was still out.

I woke up and got ready for work today and p'mix was laying on the other bed with his clothes still on but a little messy. When will they stop that or wait, why would they stop! I think I'm single for so long.

I stopped thinking about First and the other couple as I got ready for work."good morning" I gasped and got startled at the sudden appearance of First at the door."what are you doing here?" I asked trying to catch my breath.

"Well, aren't we going to work together?" He asked raising his eyebrows. What does he think about what happened last night. He didn't mean to say he loves me right! I can understand tho but I felt it, I felt happy and his eyes were giving me hope.

Hope your ass ai Khao. I nodded disappointed and grabbed my keys noticing p'mix started to wake up. "Let's go before p'mix ask for breakfast" I said and he chuckled following behind me.

We arrived to our office to find the third desk is used now,"good morning, let me introduce myself" he started but I already knew hwo he is, Chimon. He is a friend of Ohm and Nanon. But wait he doesn't know First!

"Chimon" before he starts speaking again First cut him off saying his name. "First omg" he exclaimed hugging him then looked at me. "Hey Chimon I know you as well" I said and he raised his eyebrows confused.

"I'm an old friend of Nanon, heard a lot about you" I finished and he smiled shaking my hand. "Nanon never told me he has Such a cute friend, nice to meet you" he said and I nodded blushing a bit.

Every now and then I sneak a look at First, our eyes lock for a minute. He's watching me! What's wrong with him today."Khao let's grab lunch now since we're staying a bit late today" First said when it's break time and I nodded grabbing my wallet.

"No it's on me, let's go together" suddenly Chimon said appearing behind First and I chuckled at how First seemed annoyed. "But you're not working extra hours today" First interrupted.

"No, but I want to tag along" he said looking at me but I dodged the eye contact. We arrived to a small restaurant next to the building. First sat across of me and that's how I liked it.

I like to watch him. It gives me butterflies everytime. He keeps looking at me every now and then while eating and that drove me insane. I liked to sit next to him some times too just to be close. I feel his warmth when he's next to me.

But this time we weren't alone. Chimon approached the chair next to me and First looked annoyed but I brushed it off. Why would he be anyways. His words are repeating in my head but does he really feel them!

After eating we went back to the building and Chimon was getting ready to go home. "Can I have your number so we get to contact easily" he suddenly asked me and I nodded awkwardly.

Then he said goodbye to First and went on his way leaving me to First alone since p'mix got sick and didn't come today. We all know he isn't sick but it's okay let them fuck.

When I looked over at him he looked away and I got nervous. Why is he avoiding my eyes suddenly. I walked to his office to offer him coffee but he shook his head without even looking up from the computer.

I started to get annoyed. I don't like to be ignored like this, what did I even do to him! I've been looking at him all day. I huffed and wished for this day to end quickly.

As we were getting ready to go home he finally spoke,"wait for me to give this to the team leader and go back together" I nodded smiling. Finally I felt at ease again that we will be going home together.

We went on our way but this time he is silent. "Did your family move back to Bangkok?" I asked attempting to talk to him but he just hummed in response and looked away.

When we arrived to the dorms, He stood in front of my door. I looked at him confused but opened the door and let him in. I didn't find p'mix inside, sick you say.

First sat himself at the sofa and motioned for me to sit next to him. I went their nervously and sat close to him. He suddenly hugged me and breathed heavily.

I hugged him back feeling that he's not alright." Something wrong First?" I asked and he shook his head still refusing to let me go. I held him close caressing his hair softly.

He finally backed away and looked me deep in they eyes making me go red."Khao I don't like Chimon flirting with you all day, then you also gave him your number" he finished and I looked at him stunned.

So he really was jealous. I tried to avoid the argue to smile like an idiot."I think of him as a colleague only" I said and he locked eyes with me one more time.

"Yesterday it slipped out of my mouth that I love you. I really meant it, there was never a day I didn't love you. Since we talked for the first time, I fell deeply in love with you that I couldn't get over this after five years. You maybe don't love me anymore but give me a chance to stand by your side which I never meant to leave." He finished and I was in tears already.

Even he didn't move on. I thought I was the only one loving but seems he felt it more. He looked at me with fear in his eyes. I didn't want to response now I just wanna give him a memory of this moment.

I grabbed his head crashing our lips together. He wasn't kissing back but suddenly he grabbed my head taking control over my whole body and kissed back with lust.

I desired for this too,dreamed of it, waited for this. I wanted to feel his touches and his soft lips touching mine. I smiled between the kiss happy that I fulfilled my dream of being the one he chooses.

We pulled back for breath and looked at each other both in tears."will you be my boyfriend again?" He asked and I looked at him surprised but nodded taking him to my embrace again.

"Well, you be my boyfriend this time" I said and he chuckled kissing me again.