Hi Again Flower

Insecurities

I woke up smiling as everyday since me and the love of my life became something. My heart swells with warmth every time I remember the moment of us getting together again.

I've always thought of First as a beautiful flower. His calm face features and his soft smile that always reminds me of pieces of art, his eyes that see through me.

It was like meeting my flower again. His Aura calmed me and I became more and more attached to him. We worked together,we nearly live together but there's one thing I've been thinking lately.

We've been together for quite some time now and every time we make out, things get intensed he stops immediately. I don't know what's wrong with him and I don't want to push him so much.

I chose to ask p'mix since he's more experienced than me. "phi, I wanted to ask you something" I asked while preparing breakfast for both of us. "Khab" he said looking up from his work.

"I mean it might be embarrassing but I have been thinking lately non stop and thought you might help?" I said smiling sheepishly and he nodded. "So you and p'earth how did you get to the point of having you know" I said and p'mix started chocking on his food.

"Why are you asking that?"he asked after he stopped chocking,"I will tell you but answer me first please" I answered trying to hide my blush. "okay so me and him where both fond of each other for so long and when we got the chance after a hot making out session it happened" he finished and I can see how embarrassed he is.

"Me and First are in love for so long and I can see him tensing after every making out session and he tries to avoid the topic, I am not a sexholic myself but I am thinking that there's a problem somewhere"I said and he nodded thoughtfully.

"I can understand but I really got nothing to help with. You should talk to him in person, next time maybe try asking why he's nervous" he said and I nodded agreeing to this idea.

We finished and met with our boyfriends to walk there together."good morning babe" p'earth said kissing p'mix cheek and held his hand pulling him away from us.

"Good morning" I said smiling and he grabbed my waist kissing my cheek softly."good morning" he replied releasing me so we catch on with the other couple.

After we arrived there I can see First starting to get annoyed. We agreed not to announce our relationship at work, because of that Chimon still haven't known about our relationship.

He still flirts with me and First gets annoyed every time, but for my advantage every day we come back he pins me to the wall kissing every skin he catches just to mark his property.

I felt my cheeks getting hotter as I remembered last time chimon asked me out for lunch and First couldn't held himself back and pulled me towards the bathroom for a quick making out session that made me very embarrassed the whole day.

"Good morning Khao" Chimon approached with coffee in his hands."Good morning"I replied with a small grin as a thank you for the coffee. First coughed from his office taking my attention to him.

Boyfriend❤️

I shot my eyes up and he smirked looking back at his computer. I smiled to myself and felt chills on my body as I remembered his touch. Oh god how I love this man.

"Let's go grab lunch" First said and I nodded grabbing my things."I am also coming" Chimon said grabbing his things as well."we're eating in I don't feel like going anymore" First said and I chuckled amused from what seemed like a drama.

"Then you stay I will take Khao out" Chimon replied with the same bored tone that First used. "No I am eating here with First, sorry Chimon" I said and I can see First smirking.

Chimon stared at First with disbelief and stormed out of the room. I looked at First before both of us fell in a fit of giggles. He came closer and grabbed my waist sticking us together.

I grabbed his neck and pecked his lips softly." You're harsh on him" I said and he just hugged me."you're mine, he must know this" he replied and I caressed his back softly.

I heard a hum at the door and we separated quickly. "I knew it" Chimon said as he stepped in the room. "Should have told me earlier rather than sneering at me every time I try to flirt with your boyfriend " he finished directing his words to First.

I blushed and tried to hide my face. "We didn't want to tell the whole world, you know" First replied sarcastically crossing his arms around his chest."I had hopes but congrats anyway" he said smiling.

"Thanks I appreciate it" I said sitting back to my desk."since when you're dating then?" He asked. "Five years ago" First replied and I looked at him with shocked smile.

He considers us dating since our first failed relationship. Every day he proves he deserves my love. I gave it to the right man and I want to give in to him too. My heart and my body chose you forever.

"Let's go back" he said as we both had finished what we're assigned to do. We went back and he stood in front of my door. "So aren't you gonna mark me today since he knows now I am yours?" I asked with a hushed tone.

"Do I need a reason to touch what's mine sir?" He asked and kicked the door open pushing me inside and lifting me up to the couch. He sat, me on his lap and my arms wrapped around his neck.

I kissed his neck slowly and I can feel him shiver under my touch, grabbed my hair pulling my head closer. I bit his ear lube and I can hear his groans that turned me more on.

I started rocking myself on his lap and he grabbed my ass that let me slip a loud moan. I started unbuttoning his shirt and I can see his eyes tensing. He grabbed my hands and pushed his tongue inside of my mouth.

I kissed him slowly as I released my hand trying to unbutton his shirt but this time he grabbed my waist and put me on the couch off his lap. he was about to leave but I grabbed his hand.

"Where do you think you're going?" I asked and he sat in silence. "I didn't want to have this conversation but I am insecure Khao I don't like my body, I don't think I can take this to another level" he finished looking at his hands.

I grabbed his head and embraced it to my chest. "Don't think that, all of us have our insecurities. I don't mind anything with you, I don't need anything but you. I'm not crazy about sex, you know it's you who I am crazy about" I finished and kissed his head.

His hairs smelled good and I can't prevent myself from not getting turned on over this pretty scent he got. " Thank you, I really love you " he said and I paused before pecking his lips with a smile.

"Can I take you on a date?" He asked and I nodded before we slept in each other's arms on the couch.