𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝓚𝓮𝔂

Club(house)

Theo gives me a puzzled look before he snaps " are you okay love? Because I'm getting weirded out by your emotions right now" I nod at him because if I speak I know I'll regret it

He turns away from me and looks to the front .I do the same and see the teacher walking into the room.

He starts talking about different notes and melody but I tune him out as I see a piano.not just any piano. My mothers.

I stand up from my chair and see all eyes look at me as I take each step down to the bottom of the auditorium.
I look at it before noticing a envelope addressed to me.

I pick it of the top and read it in my head.

𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓪
𝓘 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽 𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓪𝓽 16 𝓲𝓯 𝓷𝓸𝓽 ,𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓼𝓾𝓬𝓴𝓼. 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓲𝓪𝓷𝓸 𝓪𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲 𝓫𝓸𝓽𝓱 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓵 𝓫𝓮 𝓯𝓱𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂𝓮𝓻

𝓢𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓲 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭𝓷𝓽 𝓫𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓷 𝓲 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓫𝓪𝓫𝓵𝔂 𝓫𝓾𝓼𝔂 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓼.

𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓸𝓷 𝓪𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮,
𝓢𝓲𝓮𝓻𝓻𝓪𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓶𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻

I finish reading and realise I'm crying in front of a lot of people and so I wipe my tears and go back to my seat.

They teacher gives me a sad look before continuing his lesson.

That was weird.

Theo glances at me and before I know it I'm wrapped in his arms.

I let him hug me.His warm arms make me feel safe in a way no else can.

But then something washes over me and I throw his arms of me. He looks at me questioningly to which I snap and say "can you stop staring at me it's pissing me of,just fuck of" and with that I grab my shit and go to my dorm.

I heard the teacher tell my name as I left but I don't care,all though I can't help but feel a bit guilty for snapping at Theo

I go into my dorm and lock the door .I go over to my bed and just face plant and I'm instantly drawn into a deep slumber

-4 hours later-
Knock.
Knock.

Im awoken by a continuous soft tapping at the door.I ignore it but then it's slammed open and 4 familiar faces walk into the room.

I groan and push my head into the pillow.I can feel their eyes burning through me and so I decide to just turn around.and just as I guessed they are all staring except ash who on his phone

"Are you okay"Logan ask sincerely. "Why don't you ask Diego since he knows everything about me" I ask bitterly. But as soon as I say that I widen my eyes and slam my hand over my mouth

"I'm-" just as I was about to apologise theo speaks up and says actually he screams "THATS IT , YOU SNAPPED AT ME IN MUSIC.FINE.BUT NOW DIEGO WHO HAS DONE NOTHING BUT BE CURIOUS.JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T HAD SEX OR FULFILLED YOUR NEEDS THERES NO NEED TO TAKE IT OUT IN OTHERS"

Tears pooled in my eyes. "I can't control it" I say in a whisper tone. I was almost certain none of them heard it but then Theo said "what was that"in a venom laced tone

"I can't control it" I said a bit louder but still he looked at me as though he still didn't hear me so I repeated it "ICANT CONTROL IT I CANT CONTROL IT I CANT CONTROL IT"I screamed