Case 143 / chanlix /

Letting my guards down

/Felix/

I told jisung that I had a panic attack

Which is the half truth so it's okay

He believed me since I used to have a lot of panic attacks last year

I retouched my make up and prayed that chan wouldnt see my knuckles, which is covered up with make up aswell

I still had a tobt of red in my eyes but it's almost not noticeable

I will do everything to make chan mine

He is mine

I need him

I need to talk jeongin chan out

Or the other way around

They can't be together

Chan will be here in 30 minutes so I just kept on putting make up on

To the point where you couldn't see my freckles anymore

Which was a bit unnecessary because it's already dark but in the museum he would see my freckles

I know he saw me before with my freckles but I bet he won't notice

The 30 minutes flew by and chan rang the bell

I went to the door

„Hey lix" he gave me a peck on the cheek

I went red

„Hey..do you wanna come in?"

He nodded

„I need to put my shoes and jacket on and then we can go"

He smiled and nodded

Chan was about to go into my room but I blocked him

There were still the broken pieces of my mirror and blood on the carpet

To other people it could seem like I murderef someone in there

„I'm already done, we can go"

Chan chuckled

„Am I not allowed to see your room? Are you a messy or what?" he laughed

I hit his muscular chest

„Ha-ha not funny, no I'm not I just want to go"

I said in a rather serious tone but still smiled

„Alrighty"

We went outside into his car and chan started the car

„Your car is so cozy somehow, i feel very comfortable in here"

Chan smiled

„I chose it because of that, the back seat are very soft and its comfy"

„The backseats? Don't you sit always in the front?"

He smirked and looked at me

„Well normally yes but sometimes... anyways here we are"

He got out of the car and opened the door for me

It was a very popular museum in Seoul

But I never been there before

I don't even know why I usually visit the smaller ones

I'm excited to go inside

I smiled very brightly

„You look so happy, is it because of me or the museum"