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1. workshop

_noeul. 

I saw it from so many mens who were here casting for the role of 'phayu', strangely, my eyes saw him, my gaze caught his figure sitting not far from me.  Maybe it's his aura or something I don't know, but for some reason I moved my feet to walk towards him asking.. "hello... have you eaten?" Ofcourse,  the man was initially stunned and looked confused but the next second he smiled and shook his head at me, as if giving me a response.

 "Go Eat first, the casting is still long. To get good results you must have a lot of energy. So, you better eat first."  I smiled and immediately said goodbye to him without saying anything but that day .. the exact day I met him again.  To be honest, I already got this "rain" role, just waiting for my co-star "phayu" and my eyes were quite amazed when I saw that man step forward with p'mame.  His brown leather jacket, his fairly large and tall body was so prominent.  We smiled awkwardly at each other and introduced ourselves.

  "Eul, this is your co-star.." said p'mame and I turned to him, "and boss.. this is noeul who will play the role of 'rain'.." I smiled and he replied with a smile that I never thought would be that sweet  . 

People say that someone's destiny often happens unexpectedly, maybe this is what happened between us.

I have to admit, at first I thought we would be really awkward but we got really close really fast.  Clingy expressive boss and loves skinship being able to move in harmony with me who prefers silence and calm. 

oh yeah I forgot to introduce myself.  I'm Noeul nuntarat, I'm half korean and thai.  I recently graduated from Yonsei University and because I don't want to keep bothering my parents so I decided to immediately work and be productive.

Long story short, I chose to return to Thailand.  I have a friend who is working in the field of acting, so I got interested and tried it.  It's not that easy, I've been doing casting several times and have failed almost all the time but I'm not feeling discouraged and I finally got a role in a project. Quite big project.

  Previously, I was determined that if I got the role I would do it seriously, be focus and determine.  I enjoyed all this journey, I am very happy with the process and the experience I got a lot.  My relationship with  boss is going so well.  We try to explore our own character and try to implement it in our real life.

  "Noeul.. your car is still broken, right? I'll pick you up tomorrow. We'll start the workshop tomorrow."  I turned to boss and nodded.  He's the same age as me, so we have absolutely no age gap and we both have very modern minds.

This BL industry has really opened my eyes that I have to know what I will live in the future will not be as easy and smooth as I imagined.  I just found out what fanservice is and the things I need to do to promote this series.  However, boss and I have committed to do our best for our debut project together.  We will not do anything that both parties disagree with, we are committed to doing things naturally.  and I'm also quite surprised that in fact I don't need to forcefully build our closeness and make fanservice like that because we are both comfortable with each other and especially boss.. he's really clingy to me! In the first meeting after they confirm us, we took photo and boss already brave enough to poke my cheeks. It makes me loosen up myself and eventually smile and laughing with him.

To be sure, tomorrow is our first workshop and I'm quite tense and nervous.  we've done reading and I've also read the script a hundred times and even read the novel but to practice it directly with boss... to be honest I'm quite nervous.  I don't know what to do tomorrow.. I'm quite afraid I won't live up to the expectations of p'mame and the rest of the staff.

The first week of the workshop turns to be so much fun.  Our acting teacher focuses more on us to be closer and open to each other.  surprisingly, it went so well.  boss is a caring and fun person.  He can make the atmosphere between us never go wrong, its not awkward and he never runs out of things to talk about so I never get bored with him.