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Oh no please tell me I’m still dreaming…!
Boss looked at me strangely, his hand grabbed me and I woke up from my reverie.
"Are you alright?" he asked with a worried face. I sighed and nodded. "im fine... im just... sorry boss i forgot.."
Boss frowned and chuckled, "hey its okay, we still have time to practice anyway.." why did he sound so calm saying that, did i just feel out of sorts?! is it just my chest that rumbling and heart beating very fast like this? To be honest, honestly, at this point I don't need to feel shy, hesitant or stiff to do the NC scene with him, I mean, we've done that. God.. why am I so overthinking and feeling anxious alone?
We opened our scripts and started our practice. I want to focus on the scene we practice but I can’t… and with him in front of me doesn’t help… I’m thinking of what he’ll do next… what will happen next?! Everything seems blurry.. it brings shivers whenever I remember how good boss is when he control my mind and my body…
"noeul.. eul.. hey... !!" i shake my head confusedly when boss call me. "hah?"
"why are you daydreaming?"
I tried to come to my senses and immediately apologized to him. I tried to calm myself even though my heart was still beating really fast. "Hah.. oh nothing.." Im trying my best to focus again eventhough I'm so nervous right now!! i was about to read the line when boss pulled my hand.
‘Oh God…! What is he doing ..! What is he planning now’ I thought…. He pinned me on the wall and I can’t help but to start feeling nervous… no one’s here beside us both and he’s covering my mouth with his hand, sending me lots of dead thoughts…!
“Don’t move or else I’m going to kiss you…” he said… I don’t want him to kiss me again because to be honest its become some sort of addiction… I nodded and he slowly pulled his hand away from my mouth…
“What are you doing, boss? Theres no scene like this on the script…” I said as I tried to push him and move away… but he held me on the shoulders and pinned me again on the wall.
“I know… i just want to make sure something... dont be nervous, baby..” he said smirking… I felt more nervous with the look on his face
“What do you mean…? And please stop calling me ‘baby’…” I said holding on his shoulder to keep the distance between us.
“No… I don’t want to… baby eul… look at me ..?” he said raising his eyebrow… as i look up i saw his sharp eyes.
"Eul, noeul nutarrat i dont know whats happen to you but please calm down..." He suddenly reach my cheeks and caress it gently. "You're warm, eul." He said, I blushed without i cant stop it.
“im not…?” I said looking away
“Dont give this look to anyone, eul. Please." He said while his hand travel from my cheeks down to my neck.
"Wh-why?" I suddenly feel breathless. I cant even talk properly.
"Because this look only mine. The look on your face was so..” he stop and look at me intently. I can see he gulping his dry saliva as his throat moving up and down.
"Wh-what?" I asked hesitantly.
"Since that night, you do realized that we wont ever be the same anymore, right?!." He said then proceeds pinching my nose then he chuckled.
"..and i remember that i already make it clear to you that i will liking you continously, so please dont give me this confuse looks." he continued.
“boss... I... " I feel like choking if i open my mouth for so long..
