Hey I haven't been writing for a bit because nothing much has happened. Today Sean left so I'm going with my mom to meet some guys for our cabinet replacement. We stopped on the way to get brunch. The place we went is called Corner Bagel. I normally get A steak and cheese sandwich and a plain bagel with honey walnut cream cheese. Today I got the sandwich with a muffin and a chocolate milk. I keep looking in the mail hoping for packages or at least a letter but every day is the same. Uneventful. I honestly wish that I had other friends that I can go out with. I've had a lot of free time lately so I've been thinking a lot about what I would look like if I hadn't transitioned. And if I wasn't trans would I have more luck with partners? What about family, would they like me more? But the more I think the more I'm sure that it was the right thing to do. Also I've been thinking on past conversations. Like when I was chilling with Sean, Jeff, and Lauren, Lauren said she would tattoo a drawing that I made. I think it's really cool that she would do that. If I ever got a tattoo I would get something for music. I'd also get a bee tattoo for my mom, maybe like a queen bee on a pink flower. And I would definitely get a tattoo of something to do with the career path that I choose. When I grow up and have my own money and my drivers license I'll get the hell out of this town. Find a place to stay. Get good friends. If only it was that easy though.
