Do you ever

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by Cat-in-a-cottage

by Cat-in-a-cottage

Do u ever have that moment when your closest friends are the ones who live like 4 states away from you and you just want to go back in time to see her again and give her a hug and tell her that even if she doesnt trust you right now she can always count on you as a friend to be with and support her constantly?

God I need to move to North Carolina rn

I literally miss her so much tho 😭😭😭

And like I have no idea if my current friends even like me or like enjoy my company at all

Sometimes I think that when I hug them they all just think im trying to hard

I genuinely just need a hug tho and I want them to feel happy

But then I feel like they dont like it when I do that

So I stop being affectionate

But then i feel like they'll think im sad and it'll make them worried about me and i dont want them to think about me because they need to think about themselves

But i also do want them to worry about me because sometimes i feel really shitty

Jesus North Carolina is so far away i just want to go see my camp friendddd