TORN APART BY THE SEA A MINSUNG POEM & STORY

A Deal To Save A Life

Minho

I woke up quietly and quickly I made my bed as fast as possible pulled out some clothes to wear jumped in the shower once I was done with all my business for the morning I went downstairs to eat something my mind completely blank. This is what I did when I prepared myself for a mission back in the day I took all emotion out of it I had to because that emotion is what got me into trouble. I knew if I allowed myself to think about how I felt about what was about to happen I wouldn't be able to go through with not killing someone. Because deep down in me I knew that urge to kill was there especially this person I was going after. But that was not who I was anymore I wasn't my mother's killing machine I refuse to be that how could I take care of children and look at them and try to protect their innocence when I have blood on my hands it's hard to forgive oneself so if I ever did it again I don't think I could ever go on. I have a lot of regret in my life but my biggest regret was allowing the person I loved most to be hurt not just by the silly little gang that we're going after but he was hurt by me when I think about it which honestly at this moment I shouldn't be but I can't help myself but when I think about it if I had just told him the truth about myself about my past and he saw how vulnerable I was being maybe he would have told me about his past and we could have worked something out together to protect each other.

Ringing phone

"Hello?"

"Hey Minho"

"Who is this?"

"Ouch how you

forget me so easily?"
"It's me Yeosang"

"

Yeosang!"

"Why are you how
are you calling me!!!"

"Your supposed to
be under the ocean!"

"Wait is Jisung okay!!!?"

"Woah slow down"
"Everything is fine,
Ji is good"
"That's why I am calling"
"The deployment is over Jisung is
Coming home bro"
"Minho hey you there?"

I couldn't believe it my love was coming home was I dreaming and then yet I'm still terrified what will happen now if he doesn't remember me will you be willing to live with me until he does will he be willing as his new self to fall in love with me all over again. No I would make sure of it I would do whatever it took to make him fall in love with me again. Really saying the shock of hearing this news I realize I dropped my phone I can hear my friend yelling in the speaker asking if I was still there so they have bent over and picked it up and answered.

"I yeah wow okay
So how soon
will you arrive?"

"In about 2 days,
Also Bro ummm there
is one thing you should know"

"Yeah?"

"I am not 100% on this
but I think he might
have got a few
memories back"
"He's been asking
questions"

"Oh like what?"

"Like if I knew
a person name Chan?"
And he has these
moments he is stating
into space like his memory
is showing him stuff"

"Oh okay well he
didn't mention me did he?"

"No bro sorry nothing yet"