Returning of Certain Memories

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Han

My head it hurts
What is the feeling
The voices taunts
My mind is constantly reeling
With broken images
Barely audible voices
I beg for them to go away
I beg for them to make sense
But only tears come back down my face
How am I even alive at this rate
I want to believe there's a reason
That I'm not crazy
I want to know the answers
To the dang repeating questions
I need a solution to these equations
Who am I really
Why am I hear
They say I can go home now
My time is up
I fulfilled my duty
They say go home to my lover
But I don't even recall having one
Yet in my heart I feel this pull
I hear the voice I slightly recognize
Oh who are you I want to know
I need to know
Wait a name comes to mind
I hesitate to say it out loud but it leaves my lips and dances off the tip of my tongue
The name seems so far away yet so close to my soul
Minho
Who is Minho why does my heart long to find him
Why does my soul feel pulled to this person like a magnet
Minho
That name I know but I don't know
Minho the feelings is raw and yet slow
Emotions pile up inside me
I can't breathe
I need him I need him to explain it all to me
Who am I why did I leave
Why was I left like this with no memory
Minho are you there can you hear my cries
Minho I'm begging you tell me the truth not  lies
Find me whoever you are I seek your embrace
I long for something from you that makes my heart race
Who am I can anyone tell me
Why am I here left like this lost and lonely
Minho save me from the darkness
Minho I know your my one and only
fortress
Minho my moon it starts to become clear
But why are you no where to be found
Why are you not here
I need you to save me from my biggest fear
Minho I know I loved you once upon a time
But I wonder will I still be able to call you mine
Minho I remember omg it's finally falling into place
The reason why I was so broken
The fear of that one face
I remember now falling from high
Hitting the ground
I remember hearing your voice in agony
While I lay there not making a sound
I remember my hearing was fine by some miracle
I remember you doing whatever it took
You endure it all
The pain of losing me
The lack of food and sleep
You let yourself fall apart
While you continually did weep
Crying for me begging on your knees
Clinging to my cold hands
You beg the Drs. universe and even God
To help you understand
They said I was never waking up
I shouldn't even be alive
But you never gave up on me
You stayed twenty-four seven by my side
Forgive me my Minho
Forgive me for taking so long
Thank you my beautiful handsome
Amazing incredible love
For being so strong
Minho I'm coming back to you
And we will finally get married
And under the threshold of our home by you I'll be carried
Maybe you think I'm gone and never returning
But my love I promise you
I'll make it up to you
For waiting
I know you maybe moved on
Maybe you are with someone new
But that's okay my darling I'll still forever love you.

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