𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿, 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗹𝘀 𝗱𝗮𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗿 (ON HOLD)

three

ANASTASIAS POV
I woke up at 11:30PM, crying my eyes out from another nightmare and start crying for my mum. "MAMAAA!" I scream crying sitting up in my bed in the corner and with my knees up to my chest.

My mama comes running into my room only a few seconds later. "What is it мой ребенок," mama says (my baby) "Мама, он собирается забрать меня, я не хочу возвращаться," I sob (mama hes going to take me back i dont want to go back) "Нет, нет, любовь моя, ты не вернешься туда, я обещаю, здесь ты в безопасности," (no no no my love, youre not going back there i promise, youre safe here) She tells me picking me up and holding me close to her as I wrap my legs around her waist. "я иду спать с тобой и мамой," (i come sleep with you and mommy) I ask her stuffing my face into her. "Of course you can baby, tomorrow we need to work on using your English my love, I know it's ok when it's just us or other people who speak Russian," she tells me, I normally forget to use English and mama wants me to use it more.

I snuggle into her more as she picked up my blankey and stuffie and carried me into her and mommys room. "Hey love bug," mommy says as mama places me in the middle of the bed. She was sitting up in bed with her glasses on reading her book. "Hi mommy," I reply cuddling into the side of her as she puts her arm around me. "Another nightmare huh?" She asks and I nod as she kisses my head.

"мама где Банзи?" (mama wheres bunzie?) I ask referring to my stuffed bunny teddy. "Here my love," she says handing me bunzie. "Remember to practice English whenever you can baby," she reminds me but I don't always think to use English and I prefer to speak in Russian as it's my first language and sometimes it upsets me because my teachers can be horrible when I forgot to answer or speak in English as well as my English not being perfect and mama has been called to school because I've got upset and stoped speaking in English completely.

"Go to sleep chicken," mommy says and I nod snuggling into her and mama, clutching mamas top right above her boob, I don't know why and some people may think it's weird but it's a comfort thing and not anything sexual at all, mama says it's because I missed out on my "earlier" years with her like I was breast fed but it was only for the first 2 months of my life because Dreykov let mama look after me but only for 2 months, he would then as I grow up literally mentally tortured me as well as physically but by making me and my mom be around each other etc before he started mind controlling me. (Idk if that makes sense it's late and I'm tired😭)

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I woke up in my moms beds alone as usual because well they wake up at ungodly hours to train and do well whatever they do.

Today we're going Christmas shopping which is so fun and I love love doing it, mommy and mama still won't let me go to the mall on my own even with friends. Luckily I have izzy, Kirsty and McKenzie and they don't normally mind I mean Izzy's mom is pretty much the same and Kirsty and mckenzie have gone off without us before but it's fine because me and Izzy are besties.

Me, char, mama, mommy and auntie pepper were going shopping as well are chars friends but I think they are doing something on their own. I asked my moms if I could go with them but of course they refused so I decided to ask Izzy if she wanted to come and my moms of course, Izzy's also from Russia so we can talk Russian together luckily and we both now have lots of friends in Russia so on social media we normally talk in Russian.

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I get up and walk downstairs into the kitchen to see both my moms sitting at the kitchen island. "Morning baby girl," mama says. "Morning mama, can izzy come with us today?" I ask her giving her my best puppy dog eyes I mean she always says yes to me pretty much no matter what, like I'm her world I am very very spoiled but well mama says I deserve it and so does grandma, grandpa and Wandie.