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Beth's PoV
Chris took me back to his home in Boston for a few days just for a little break to get away from all the press and the news outlets. As soon as Chris opens the door. I'm greeted by a charging dodger, he makes a beeline to me and jumps up giving me kisses.
"Hey you!" I say stroking him. "I've heard all about you mister, are you a good boy?" I say and he looks at me. "Of course you are a good boy aren't you." He licks my face in response.
"I think he likes you." Chris smirks. " I just got completely ignored." He pouts playfully.
I lean up and give him a kiss on the cheek.
"I'll never forget about you."
He smiles and wraps an arm around my waist. "I'm glad of that doll."
We walk further into his home. My gosh is it beautiful and it's so big.
" Your home is incredible Chris." I say in disbelief
" It's nice, it gets a bit lonely at times, dodge is great company, but I can't wait till the day someone moves in with me." He says smiling at me.
Was that implied to me? Did he want me to move in with him?
"I'm sure that will happen eventually." I smile.
"Oh I'm counting on it Miss peach." He smirks at me.
Oh my, he wants me to be here permanently, I need to slow down this is too much we've only just gone public but we aren't in a relationship, what even are we?
"Chris, you need to slow down, we aren't even in a relationship, I'm not sure what we even are and now your hinting about me moving in." I say confused.
He sighs. "I know I'm sorry, I just got excited about having you here, I know we aren't I don't want to rush you into anything I want you to make sure this is what you want with me."
Beth it's time to be honest.
"I want you Chris of course I do." I pause "But this life of yours is hectic I'm going to be constantly in the spotlight like you said my life will now be under the microscope and I'm not sure that's really what I want."
Chris's face falls, he looks hurt. "What are you saying Beth?"
"I'm confused Chris. I want you so fucking much I want to be yours, but I don't know if I can I've been broken these last few days with the articles, I don't know if I can live my life like that. I wanted a fresh start away from all the negativity and now I've been thrown back into it." I say honestly.
"So I'm the negativity." He says hurt. Fuck I've upset him.
"No Chris that's not what I meant."
"Well you fucking said it B." Oh shit he's angry. Fuck!
"Chris I'm sorry I really didn't mean it like that, it's just your whole world is crazy and I don't think I'm ready for it." I say.
"It's fine Bethany, you don't want me." He says heartbroken.
"That's not what I said Chris." I say defensively.
" I wish you had fucking told me before I fucking went and fell in love with you." He shouts out but he quickly realises what he said and he covers his mouth.
I'm shocked. He loves me? He can't love me, he just can't.
"Chris I-" I get cut off.
"Clearly you don't feel the same way about me, maybe you should just go." He says coldly.
I rush up to him and attach my lips to his
"I'm in fucking love with you too Chris."
His face turns into a smile. "Really?" He asks surprised.
"Of course I am, I'm just scared." I say.
He cups my chin so I'm looking at him.
"I know you are Doll, but I'm here with you and I'll never ever let you be on your own I promise you." Chris says sincerely.
" Its just going to take some time and getting used too, I want to try tho. I want to be with you." I say with a smile.
"And I want you to be with you too doll."

7 months later
Chris PoV
"You still haven't asked her to be your girlfriend?" Scott asks stunned.
"I'm still waiting for the right time." I sigh.
"You've had 8 months to find the time Chris, I'm surprised she hasn't left yet keeping her waiting all that time! And we haven't even met her yet!" Scott exclaims.
" I'm trying to keep her out of the light she doesn't want to be in it." I say in defeat, these last 7 months have been incredible with Beth, we are growing stronger everyday and thankfully the reports have been minimal. They all seem to think we've broken up which is not case. I still haven't asked her to be my girlfriend as I still don't think she's ready.
"You need to hurry up Evans, she isnt going to wait forever for you, I certainly wouldn't."
"Thanks Scott." I say sarcastically.
"I don't know why you are beating around the bush with it. You've said you've fallen in love with the girl so why can't you do it?!" Scott says
"Because I'm not sure!" I snap which causes Scott's eyes to go wide.
"I'm not sure she wants to be my girlfriend. I don't know if she would be able to handle it all, I want her to be more than anything in this world. I'm scared Scott." I pause as I break down. " I'm terrified to lose her Scott." I let the tears fall down.
Scott pulls me in for a hug. I don't think he's ever seen me cry.
"Oh Chris man, she really cares for you from what I can see, you may lose her if you don't do something Chris and that's just me being honest."
"I know Scott. I'll ask her. I promise." I say.
"Then I need to meet her asap!" Scott laughs.
"Okay bro, I'll work on it." I smile as I wipe away my tears.
Bethany peach you will be mine tonight.

Beth's pov
"Have you told Chris yet?" Seb asks.
I shake my head. " No not yet."
Lily speaks up. "I think you should B, he's going to worry like crazy about you."
"Guys I'm only going back home for a week, I'm sure he will be fine. We aren't even together." I say with a sigh.
"Evans really needs to sort his shit out." Seb mutters.
"If he wanted me to be his girlfriend he would of asked me, but he hasn't. I need to face facts that he doesn't want me." I say as I fold my clothes up in my suitcase.
"I really thought he would of asked you by now." Lily says sadly.
"Clearly all I'm good for is just sex and company and nothing else." I say.
"Is that really what you think?" Shit that's a voice I didn't expect to hear. I turn and face Chris.
"Chris..."
"Is that all you think I want from you?" Chris says upset.
"I think we should leave you two alone." Seb says awkwardly. Lily nods in agreement.
"No stay, Beth can clearly talk to you about me so you stay." He then looks at me. " I asked you a question." He says annoyed.
"What am I supposed to think? You hide me away, we only have sex we don't go on dates, so yeah that's what I think!" I say.
"I was keeping you fucking safe like you asked B, I've done all the secrecy because you wanted it, and don't you ever say I just wanted you for sex!" Chris shouts angrily. Oh fuck, I've really dug my self a hole.
"It's been 7 fucking months Chris and still nothing! I thought it would of changed by now!" I shout back.
"You are confusing as shit Beth! I do all this shit for you to keep you safe and even that's not good enough for you!" He shouts.
"Well I'm going back to the UK for a week." I mutter under my breath.
"So you are just going to run? Run away from me and everything that's going on here? Was you even gonna tell me?!"
Lily looks at Seb and they quietly sneak out I don't blame them I wish I could.
"No I wasn't going to tell you because quite frankly I don't think you even give a shit about me." Next thing I know is I'm pushed up against the wall. Okay this is a little bit hot, really Beth now is not the time.
"Don't say I don't give a shit about you ever again!" He says while his body is pinning me against the wall. I can feel his dick harden as soon as his body is pressed against mine.
"You are all I care about Beth I promise you that. I was doing all of this to protect you." He says a bit more gently.
"I'm sorry Chris. I'm just worried you had changed your mind." I say shyly.
"I'd never change my mind about you." He leans down and kisses me softly "It's always you doll." He kisses me again a little bit more rougher this time. "You don't realise how hard you've made me." He says with dark eyes.
"I can certainly feel it." I smirk.
He picks me and throws me into the bed and he climbs on top of me.
"I'll certainly make sure you can feel it doll."
"Enough talking daddy and got on with it." I smirk and his eyes turn even darker. Soon I'm thrown into pure bless as he thrusts harder into me.

Chris's pov
I stand at the Boston airport with Beth.
"Do you really have to go?" I say upset.
"I'll only be gone a week,I'm just seeing friends and family." She looks up at me. "I'll miss you Mr Evans." She smiles.
"I'll miss you too Miss Peachy, text me as soon as you land doll." I say.
"Of course I will." I hear her flight being called. "Be safe Darl." I give her a long and passionate kiss.
"Always Evans."she kisses me one last time before she walks away from me.
I know she will be back but I can't stop this feeling in my guy something bad is going to happen.

And that something was just around the corner....

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