It's currently 8:06pm as I'm starting to write this anyways.
Let's get onto journaling and also venting :)5 parts of my day that made me happy💗:
1.Seeing my friends🫶
2.Infodumping a ship I had to a friend👍
3. Watching TOH💕
4.playing roblox on my favourite game🤍
5.sitting in my room playing with makeup💛5 parts that made me sad (you can skip this part of wanted):
1. Being yelled at.
2. Being told my grandmother died.
3. Having to sing calming tales to myself to try to rest
4. Having to speak in front of 100+ kids for school leadership.
5. Almost vomiting and started crying then laughed at by class.Venting, (skip this bit if needed)
I lost 4 friends this week that I really liked but they were really toxic and abusive
Feeling like I will scream, cry, vomit and have a panic attack if they bring up speaking again.
Losing a person you love feels like hell.
Not having the heart to tell my parents about my interests
I just want to fall asleep and not wake up.
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My journal
RandomThis is just a book I vent into with the dates, no one has to read it I just needed to vent out and this book was my only hope 🫶