Pride, Love, Passion, Yet Its hated

How I found out I wasn't straight

2018 - Fourth grade:  I was sitting in class, When I noticed a beautiful girl walk into the class, I remember it like yesturday, Short hair brunette with blue tips, Bright blue eyes, Lips slim, I caught my self  checking her out.

It was new to me yet it felt right, By grade five I started to feel like I wasn't ment to be a girl, or a boy, for a year it was like that, then I started to feel like I was supposed to be a male, But i didn't know if I was right, Only because I still like wearing comfy clothes or girl clothes, I couldn't tell what was happening. I continued to be Non-Binary (google's defination if you don't know what that means: Some people don't identify with any gender. Some people's gender changes over time. People whose gender is not male or female use many different terms to describe themselves, with non-binary being one of the most common. Other terms include genderqueer, agender, bigender, and more.) 

Once I told my (ex bff ->) Best friend that I felt this way, she told me that I am gross, Only because I used they them pronouns, Non-binary And that I was Omnisexual (google defination: OMNISEXUAL Those who identify as omnisexual are attracted to all genders and sexualities equally.) 

After that had happend she had told everyone that I tried to sexualy assaualt  (google's defination: The term sexual assault refers to sexual contact or behavior that occurs without explicit consent of the victim. Some forms of sexual assault include: Attempted rape. Fondling or unwanted sexual touching. Forcing a victim to perform sexual acts, such as oral sex or penetrating the perpetrator's body.) 

My grandfather told me that I was being stupied and didn't know what I was doing. Not only did he not support me, I realized he also is homophobic not just racist. 

I was upset with this fact.

I hated that he didn't accept me for me.

So this Is my story of how I struggle with being "diffrent"

(This is not end!!)