Soulmates // B.E

Overthinking

Kiera's pov ;
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It's 2am, I can't sleep. I've been overthinking about the email I received from Billie earlier. I really think it's not a good idea but my head still makes me think about all the good things I could get if it's a good plan in the end. I could finally have things going on in my life, I could be happy in a relationship right? If he's supposed to be my soulmate, he should be the one. But when I think about his attitude in his mail, I have doubts about my « 99% match » actually..  maybe I should talk to Luna about it?

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It's Monday morning and I only slept two hours, I found sleep only at 3am but I wake up usually at 5h to get ready for school. It was really hard this time but I still found the motivation and I took a shower.
I don't eat that much when it's early like that so I got dressed and went to school right away. I'll eat at the cafeteria.

Yesterday night when I couldn't sleep, I sent a message to Luna, we're gonna meet at the park after school to talk about my hesitation. I'm actually wondering how Luna might react, I'm not really sure about her reaction. she either gonna jump happily and tell me to run to the airport on Friday when holidays begins, or she's gonna be as confused as me but still gonna tell me to run to the airport.

A few hours passed by and my classes are over, for the first time, I think I failed one of my test because of the two hours of sleep I got and how distracted I was during this test. Now I regret passing this DNA test. Ugh I hate overthinking. It's been a long ass time since I've failed a test, this is what happens when I distract myself too much.

After crying a little bit in my car because of all the stress I got this week ( and the fact I'm on my period doesn't help) I finally get myself back on the road and I continue driving to the park where I'm suppose to meet Luna. When I see her, I greet her with a smile and wave at her. She jumps off the bench she was seating on.

"Hi Keira! I'm so happy to see you girl" Luna says with a smile on her face.

"Hey how are you?!" I ask before telling her what happened with this Billie boy or whatever he's called.

"Im alright, I'm beyond excited to know what happened with the test oh my god! Hurry and tell me" she says excitingly.

"Okay so basically I sent him a mail, I was being really polite and like clean you know how smart I can look when I send a mail, and that guy answered at the end of the day, first of all, his name is Billie, what the hell is that name, second of all he called me dude! Like what the actual-" I tell Luna, being still really surprised when I remember the mail I read last night. Luna burst out laughing and I laugh with her.

I continue telling her the story; " so I continued reading and he wanted me to come to LA with him to get to know each other in real life because he's too lazy to type messages, what the fuck. I still can't believe it"

Luna been looking at me with wide eyes whenever I would continue talking.

"Its not even it, there's more " I continue. " the thing that shocked me the most maybe was when he told me not to come if I was ugly, when I read that I couldn't believe it, like I really couldn't." I say, finishing the story. Luna's jaw dropped, I would be in that state too if someone told me what I've just said.

Luna finally opens her mouth to say something; "i mean, your a bomb girl that is for sure, but you're right though, what the fuck? I was expecting someone just like you, like super Smart and polite. Apparently not " she says still confused.

"But maybe you should go!" She continues.

Is she crazy? I look at her with confused and wide eyes.   "look Keira, you should go to see him, maybe he's not that bad, and if he is, just take a hotel and vibe in LA by yourself, it would be cool holidays! If you do that, at least you can be sure you're not missing anything"

she says with confidence. She's right, i would love to go to LA, even if it's all by my own.

Luna's advice really helped me taking my decision, im gonna go to LA to see my soulmate, if he's really bad, then imma take a hotel and vibe there.

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The end of the week came by really fast and im packing my stuff to go to the airport tomorrow, I've already told my boss that I won't be there for two weeks. Im honestly glad I took this Job a long time ago, thanks to the cafe I saved a lot of money on the side for whenever I need. Plus, my apartment is not that expensive.

I look inside my dresser and I notice my sexy underwear, should I take them in case Billie is actually a nice guy? What if we get along? I take them and put them inside my baggage. I mean, who knows!? I close my baggage and put a locker on it, Im putting on my pajamas and I'm finally going to bed. I made sure the day before to send a mail saying I was coming. I study a little bit and I'm finally falling asleep after a long day.

It's currently 7 am and I'm already waiting at the airport, I made sure this morning I looked pretty and presentable for him. I hope he's good looking not gonna lie. I'm really nervous about meeting him and his family. He told me his family was nice but I'm still really nervous.

A woman voice resounds trough the speakers of the airport saying my fly is ready to welcome the passengers. Thanks god, I'm pretty close to the entrance of the fly I'm taking. I'm finding my seat and I can finally sit down and relax, I'm finally in the plane.

During the fly, I feel really anxious, I overthink again and I ask myself so many questions, is it worth it? That's the question that comes back the most. I'm gonna sleep to just forget my thoughts, hopefully I can sleep right before going off the plane.

A few moments went by and I'm finally awake. I can't wait to arrive at the Los Angeles airport. I've always wanted to travel out of Pennsylvania. But I never got the courage to before.

I'm currently stepping outside of the plane I was in for a few hours. It's now 11am and I'm literally starving, I hope Billie will be nice enough to give me some food when we go home. I'm walking in this huge airport and all I'm trying to do is finding the place where I'm suppose to get my baggage. And I kinda need to hurry because and I don't wanna make the person who's picking me up wait too long for me.

I think the best way to find the right place is to ask someone who works here. I found a women with the same type of hat as fly attendants I saw In the plane earlier. She told me to go upstairs and to walk a little bit on the left for a few minutes.

Finally found it!! I waiting for my baggage so I can finally leave. I'm starting to get impatient!

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(An): end of this chapter! 23 readers! This is already crazy for me haha. I really hope I'll get to continue. And I hope you'll like it. Right it's still kinda boring but promise you I have ideas coming soon :)) stay safe and drink water!