Ride the Cyclone- Nischa Oneshots

Closing, Night Drive •3

CW: UNSAFE BINDING AND NEEDLES!

"Noel is it safe to have that on for this long?" Mischa gestured to Noels chest, he didn't understand binding that well but Noel explained it to him that he understood, he just still struggled with it. Noel was sitting on Mischas Lap facing him on his desk chair. He loved hugging Mischa like this, he wish he could do this in the choir room.
"Yeah but its fine-" Noel kind of laughed it off.
"No, is not fine Noel, you could get hurt" Mischa had genuine concern in his voice. He hugged Noel, "If you arent binding and this is uncomfortable, we could stop"
"I think its fine, Ill just go change into a bra." Noel hated being even slightly feminine when it came to being Noel, when he pretended to be Monique he didn't care as much, but when he was himself he hated it. he hated not binding. As much as he was saving up from France, it was more so for Top Surgery.
"I won't look don't worry Noel." Mischa turned the chair away from the dresser, he pulled out his phone from his left pocket and immediately started messing around on Garage Band. He was humming a tune slightly under his breath. He usually felt inspired when he was with Noel. Noel never looked down when he changed out of his binder, he never looked down in the shower, and never used the bathtub. He hated every minute of thinking about his body when it wasn't HIS body. Noel looked foward when grabbing a sports bra from his drawer and folding his binder.
"Misch do you have any sweaters?"
"Only the one I am wearing." The sweater he left in the backseat of Noels car for weeks, Noel liked to wear it when he felt dysphoric, Mischa was slightly larger than Noel expecially in the arm and muscle department, so his sweaters always drowned out his chest a perfect amount.
Mischa turned around in the spinny chair and took off the sweater, he wasn't wearing anything underneath but he didn't mind. He could borrow one of Noels shirts. Mischa stood up to hand him the hoodie and held his hips gently. He kissed Noels forehead. "My god you are so beautiful Noel Gruber" Noel blushed. He put his arms around Mischas neck and held him close.
"Je vous aime" Noel said quietly whole being held in Mischas arms. He was having a pretty bad dysphria day but all he needed was this warm hug from Mischa. Mischa always made him feel so masculine and manly, he loved how Mischa called him bro and man, even if he called Constance, Penny, and Ocean that too, it was validating. He knew Mischa was probably only one of most in Uranium to accept him. Noel moved to Uranium in Year 6, he was socially transitioned and tried his hardest to pass wherever he went, he had only been misgendered a few times since, whenever he did he tried new things to pass. He manipulated his voice to speak lower and he only ever used his 'natural' tone around his mom and Mischa in the morning. Noel leaned up and kissed Mischa slowley.
"мій хлопчик" Noel didn't understand Mischas words exactly but he knew it was loving. "Want to watch movie, do you have,, uh Camile!" That was always one of Mischas favorite to watch. Noel bought the DVD for nearly 50 bucks, he loved it. It always made him feel something. He loved old movies.
"Yes of course." Noel finally slipped on the hoodie and gave Mischa a bear hug, he walked over to his Disk collection on his desk and pulled out Camile, then he turned on his television. Mischa went into Noels Closet to grab some extra pillows and blankets. Noel inserted the dvd while Mischa made himself comfortable. The TV was mounted above his desk, He left a spot in front of him on the bed, proping himself up with his arm. He knew the second Noel got into the bed he would put his arms around him. Mischa was under two blankets. Noel came over during the opening crdits of the movie, he put the remote on his bedside table and cuddled up besides Mischa, acting as a little spoon. Mischa wrapped his arms around Noel, just below his chest. Noel grabbed one of Mischas hand and kissed it. Mischa kissed Noels head.
"Моя любов, я відчуваю себе в безпеці в твоїх руках" Mischa whispered. He spoke lots of Ukrainian when he trailed off. Noel eventually passed out in Mischas arms. Mischa ended up moving Noel to the other side of him and spooning him with his nack faced to the door. Mischa wanted to kiss Noel so bad, he stayed up late examining Noels face, his beautiful jawline, his perfect pink lips that matched his cheeks, his thick eyebrows and spider like eyelashes. He had such soft skin and the perfect stubble, he had light peach fuzz above his lips. Mischa ended up falling asleep aoon after. His bare chest felt warm against Noels back, Mischas skin was soft and shaved.
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Noel woke up to the sunlight shining into the bed. Mischas grip was tight on him. They had Monday off because of 'fall break' they usually got Friday and Monday off aswell as the weekend. Noel grabbed his phone that was next to his head the whole night and smiled, a text from his mom.
"have a good day pumpkin! Tell Mischa he should go home after dinner because if school, dom't forget to have to take your t-shot today ❤️"
"of course ma! see you at 3:00 Je vous aime"
He put his phone down and turned to face Mischa with the little room between Mischas arm and his body. Mischa mummbled something inaudible and gave Noel a sloppy kiss on the head. Noel laughed and put his arms around Mischas warm torso.
"Morning Misch!"
"So soft" Mischa mummbled, his voice was deep and mummbly.
"Want tea love?" Noel asked.
"Oui" Mischa said, he liked speaking French, it was cute to understand some of what Noel said, like it was their little thing. Noel started to sit up "Mmmm stay" Mischa said, he pulled Noel back down to give him a peck on the lips. Noel laughed.
"You still want tea?" Mischa shook his head.
"I want you" Noel chuckled at that one.
"You're adorable" Noel kissed Mischas Nose. Mischa turned to his back to strecth, letting Noel out of his grip.
"pot?"
"Maybe later, it is way to early to smoke." Noel sat up in the bed. Mischa sat up behind him and wrapped his arms around Noels neck, swaying with him.
"What's with the romance today?" Noel asked with in a higher voice than normal.
Mischa kissed Noels ear then down his neck, he then moved his arms to rest on Noels lap.
"Stayyyy" Mischa nagged.
"Let's go to the kitchen" Noel held Mischas hand as they walked down the stairs.
"You are such perfect man, like gods" Mischa said, Noel audibly awed and held Mischa in his arms
"So clingy today, are we" Noel sat Mischa down on the breakfast nook chair while he got out the eggs, bacon, and toast.
"Let me help Noel"
"No no it's okay. I can do it" Mischa walked up behind Noel anyway and started humming a tune.
"Is that your new song?" Noel asked, it sounded almost darker or heavier than his normal rap.
"It is about heartbreak and sadness, I think you will like. Like how you play Monique " Noels eyes widened as he said that. He loved Mischas underlying messages in his music, he didn't care for the autotune or melody, he loved the lyrics.
"The tune sounds really good love" Mischa laughed, he swayed with Noel, continuing to hum the tune. He put his arms around Noels waist and put his head on his shoulder.
Noel finished cooking the eggs and served them to Mischa.
"You should've let me help, you work to hard Noel Gruber." Noel laughed into his hand.
"Its really fine-"
"Next time I am over I will cook for you" Noel smiled.
"Sounds like a plan." The two boys held hands across the table. "I guess we should work on that music today."
"Ugh I hate the fall fair music, always the same melody." Noel laughed.
"I can't wait until we graduate and we can get the hell out of this town."
"I want to take you to Ukraine sometime, is a beautiful country." Noel smiled, he loved how Mischa talked about Ukraine, It truely sounded beautiful there.
"You know I want to move to France, I will take you there anytime I can" Noel promised. Mischa kissed the boys hand he held. After Breakfast they went back up to Noels bedroom.
"You shouldn't bind again Noel, you had it on for many hours yesturday."
"I wish you had more of your clothes, they always fit nicely." Mischs laughed, he knew a lot of clothes hehad were to big on Noel anyway.
"Want to go outside?" He pulled a joint out of the bag he brought with him at his feet. Noel nodded grabbing the lighter off his desk that was bright red. They went out to the back porch, Noels house looked out at the freeway that took you out of Uranium. He didn't mind if anyway from the road a quarter of a mile away. Noel took a long puff from the joint, he gave it to Mischa.
"You have to take shot again?" Mischa did a motion on his arm referencing the T-Shot.
"Yeah, could you help?"
"Of course." Mischa gave him a side hug. Noel smiled, he always felt warm in Mischas presence.
"Lets get that out the way now." He kept his testosterone in a drawer of his bathroom sink. After they walked up Mischa pulled out the fresh syringe and pulled the correct amount of T into the syringe. Mischa sat beside him on the closed toilet holding a bandaid. Noel winced slightly pushing the needle into his left arm, Mischa applied the bandaid to his arm. Mischa gave him a small peck on the cheek afterwards.
"You are so good at that, so awesome!" Mischa said, he stood up and started to come back to his natural self. Noel started changing into some nicer pants and put on an undershirt under the hoodie. Mischa put on a pair of Noels baggy jeans and white T shirt.
"Let's go out for a hike, maybe get some lunch?"
"I'd quite like that" Noel smiled and grabbed his lovers hand. They walked out the door, more in love than ever.

END!
Word Count: 1830
Thank yall for reading! I am so hyperfixated this is basically just me projecting onto Mischa and Noel, Stick around ill have the last part out soon :) BYE!!!