Run Away

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 1

POV: Sanzu

I was once again bandaging myself after Takeomi came back drunk and started beating me since Senju wasn't acting woman like once again like bitch just let her be her my god. Takeomi then started blaming me of our parents' death snice him and cops found me in the room with both brutally murdered parents while I was crying blood smeared on me but he just wanted someone to blame.

What really happened was my father and mother were fighting then my mother leaped at him and stabbed him over and over then she stabbed herself this all happened in front of me I was only fucking 4 years old, and I saw this.

Who cares about that anyway I quickly shake my head to stop thinking about that moment once I had finished I walked to my bedroom after I took a couple more pills I was looking at the group chat where some of my 'friends' (Toman) were in they didn't know I was in the group chat for a while now and I saw them talking shit about me once again, that hurt I saw Mikey talking shit I got pissed and then texted "wow what real friends you guys are" I then threw my phone onto the bed.

I heard a lot of notifications go off and saw it was Rindou I blushed and quickly grabbed my phone and opened up the message

Rindou: hey

Rindou: Sanzu???

Rindou: wtf

Rindou: SANZU OMG HURRY YOUR ASS

Rindou: hello?

Sanzu: Hello~

Rindou: How are you

Sanzu: No idea lol

Rindou: What do you mean

Sanzu: hey rin live a long life and tell Ran and Koko I'm sorry I just can't take it anymore

Rindou: WHAT DO YOU MEAN???

I got off the phone and walked towards my bathroom I pulled out my razor and pulled my hoodie off cutting deep long lines over my arms which went over the old ones making me giggle I watch the blood run down my arm I giggled at the sight I felt dizzy and my legs going weak the blood dripping onto the floor "What masterpiece" I say smiling even wider then I hear my bathroom door getting banged on thinking it was Takeomi I ignored it till the door was bust open showing my 3 (crushes)best friends they saw the state I was in and brought me to a hospital.

'Great can't even die look how pathic you are Haru' 'they have their own problems, yet they had to come save you' 'how selfish are you' I kept thinking till I felt arms wrap around me I froze "stop thinking that" I hear Ran whisper I just tremble keeping my tears in I wouldn't let them out I never would in front of people.

We all went to our hangout spot snice I basically ran out the hospital with the other 3 since I was fine they were just being annoying as we were seating down looking at the stars "hey guys" I suddenly spoke up the other hum to let me know they are listening "guys want to run away" I say still looking at the stars I could feel the others looking at me in shock so I look at the three watching their face soften "sure why not dad doesn't care for me and rin and he wants me dead" Ran says looking unbothered with Rindou nodding now we all looked at Koko.

He was thinking then shrugged saying "why not I've got no one here and my mum is going to kick me out in 3 days' time" he says, "perfect we will on the 3rd day to let Sanzu calm down and not be sick on the drive due to the after effect of pills which he will no longer take" Rindou says which makes me freeze "what why?" I asked I didn't want to stop having pills then I felt Rindou holding my shoulders "because we care about you, and you would actual end up dying one day because of them" he suddenly stops the continue "so please stop taking pills for us" then he pressed his head into my neck.