CHAPTER ONE
"are you ready?" she asked "always!" I confidently responded as I was walking towards the stage the woman the shouted "hey! uhm.. goodluck.." in a depressing tone it was my mother, and she gave me a hint that she was nervous i was too yet excited, as I entered the stage I felt my arms shaking, when I sat on the chair I could observe the crowd was waiting patiently for something to happen, i ignored it and shoved it off before I could put my hands on the piano I shook all the pressure off,and alas I started playing all I could remember was only hearing the piece that I was playing, as I finished everyone stood up and was cheering,and clapping.
I prepared for this contest for 4 years I'm supposed to be happy and satisfied with all the work that I did but I wasn't I unsatisfied with the crowd, how I played, and how I didn't immediately played, but I won? I'm supposed to be grateful I did those before i started I am supposed to happy? what remains in my memory was receiving a trophy and that was the only time I was satisfied all of those speeches and everything that happend before I received my trophy was bland is a trophy the only thing that satisfies me?
that was 6 years ago.after all of that I quit music I threw all my trophies, medal, every and each and one of my achievements. now I focus on my studies instead of music for 5 years I've been top 1 of my class I've been top in everything the teachers adored me the principal respected me I was happy yet there's another element I had to lose in order to achieve this. reputation. not only that my friends the love of my classmates now I'm seen as the suck up of the school I'm the "eMoTIoNlEsS clASS pReSiDeNT".
"HEY ANU-I MEAN VENUS" someone shouted, I closed my locker then I turned around to see who it is and saw it was the class secretary
"hmm?" I responded
"incase you forgot you're still on cleaning duty" she said with a annoyed tone
"I was of course informed and even if it seemed like I did I didnt forget I just checked my locker for tomorrow's homework which maybe you forgot? " I responded
"u-uhm.. just hurry up and clean bitch!" she shouted
it wasn't too hard to read that she forgot before continuing the argument that was about to happen I decided to just enter the classroom to clean but before I did I stepped on a poster, and on that poster it said "MUSIC CLUB NOW TAKING NEW MEMBERS" I threw it away as soon as I finished reading it
"a bit harsh miss president" the secretary said in a mockingly tone
"it was trash I had to throw it." i said coldly
"yeah yeah" instead of thinking of a come back I just started cleaning and ignored each and every student on the class talking smack behind my back they don't know me they don't know why I quit music, they don't know why I'm never satisfied so I shouldn't be bothered. I'm not. but it just doesn't feel right why does it feel bad? I'm never quite sure what I'm feeling I'm more sure of other people's feeling it feels wrong its..annoying that's what! I instead focused on the clock ticking, "as soon as i finish I'll go home." "ill go home and just study I'll set my phone on silent mode I'll just enjoy whatever I'm doing." in a I thought. After I finished I immediately went straight towards to exit "h-hey! you can't leave yet!" the class vice president said "it's fine! we don't need her anyways she'll probably focus on her stupid trophies in music" the class muse said talking behind my back. I stood still after I heard them talk about my past "atleast I have something to be proud about you imbeciles." I said angrily i turned to look at them and all I could see was hate and disgust out of them they all stared at me annoyingly before the vice president could talk back I left the classroom and as I was walking the hall I could still hear them it was just annoying I couldn't understand why they hated me? they all reluctantly agree that I'm beautiful that I'm gifted and yet I'm the class joke? before I could even think about how much I hated them I heard someone shouted at me
"ahh.. MS LOWELETTE" "Uhmm YES?" I responded as I turned around I saw my class advisor Mr longbottom "I BELIEVE YOU FORGOT DETENTION?". (in the principals office) I opened the door nervously my hand were shaking I felt sweaty I've never been in detention or in trouble i entered the room and immediately sat down the chair Infront of the principals desk slowly" uhm.. you probably know why you're. here but as Mr Longbottom informed me you forgot that you had detention, yes you have to be in an empty classroom right now but I had to consult you before you go incase you forgot which is impossible you fought with your history teacher" "Ms Taylor?" I asked "yes well we were informed that you insulted her hair and her teaching skills and the way she teach. is there any particular reason why?" he said "uhm no sir I don't remember insulting Ms Taylor?" I responded in a confusing tone "there's no point of lying now Ms Lowelette we have the cctv footage" he said doubting what I said. Im confused I don't remember going to history I even thought I was absent "uhm sir may I see the footage?" I asked and in a blink he immediately showed it to me "YOU KNOW whaa... WHAT YOU TEACH L.... LIKE POOP" "excuse me ms Lowelette?" the teacher responded "AND YOUR HAIR SMELLS LIKE POOP ALSO YOU MOTHERFU-" the before I could finish my sentence the footage broke "uhm sir-?"i asked" oh the footage seem broken.. Well further on now you understand why you have detention? " he asked I just shook my head he then lead me to the exit as I was heading out he then said" oh and also Ms Lowelette watch your tone next time" I ignored him and went outside
immediately as I head out I saw our class advisor I took the hint that he was gonna lead me to detention "Mr principal are you done consulting her?" he asked "put her to the 4th floor detention I know what she's capable of" and the principal ordered "excuse me sir 4th floor?" I asked shockingly "no questions asked Ms Lowelette it's final I won't change my mind" he stated "excuse me sir 4th floor with.. her?!" Mr longbottom asked "now you seem more shock Mr longbottom." the principal said in a mocking tone "right.. let's go ms lowelette" he said nervously I proceeded to walk to the stairs before he can even finish his sentence I know it was a sign of disrespect but I was mad, and especially I'm confused! I don't remember being harsh ot my teacher but the girl on the video was definitely me?! I chose to ignore it again I didn't want to be too worried it'll mess me up I don't want to be distracted.
END OF CHAPTER ONE
