Top & Dom Reader Storys (Haikyuu)

Oikawa Tooru: Feeling Pastel Blue

Relationship: Oikawa x Reader

Tags: Bottom Oikawa Tooru; Sub Oikawa Tooru; top reader; dom reader; Pegging; Smut; Fluff; Relationships; Communication; Dom/sub; Praise Kink; Light Masochism; Light Sadism;  Choking; Dirty Talk; male penetration; Anal Play;  Light Voyeurism; light exhibitionism

A/N: - Reader can have any gender but as you know pegging is involved so anatomically speaking they would not have a penis.
- There are hints of the reader being European.
- The reader is bisexual because I said so.
- Oikawa is also bisexual because I said so.

SUMMARY:

You still aren't sure how to tell your boyfriend that, despite the fact that you have never even had sex with each other, you don't tolerate penetration on yourself in addition to being quite domineering in bed.

You and Oikawa never engaged in anything other than kissing, holding hands, hugging, and possibly making out. Although you had been dating for a while, you never indulged in any sexual activity. However, you are still the one leading even when your arms are around one another. You still aren't sure how to tell your boyfriend that, despite the fact that you have never even had sex with each other, you don't tolerate penetration on yourself in addition to being quite domineering in bed. Particularly him, given that he is an athlete. He has a solid build and was a high school captain. Although you are aware that these are simply generalizations and that you shouldn't make any assumptions, you still believe that the chance of him consenting to be pegged even once is extremely slim.

However, the fact that he is bisexual gives you hope for an open mind. He never objected when you refused to sit on his lap or when your hand was placed in a controlling manner on his lower back, but still...pounding someone with a fake dick to make them cry and plead is a whole different story. You are aware of an unpleasant experience that you have never enjoyed being exposed to, whether it is in bed or in general. Even when you were younger, you knew you wouldn't like it, but you still gave it a shot. The first and last time, you engaged in sex according to heteronormative standards was with a close friend, who you knew would be understanding about figuring yourself out. It wasn't what you wanted, as you had expected, so you discovered pegging. Years later, you sit here trying to figure out how to tell your partner this knowledge after spending a lot of time reflecting on both your identity and desires.

...

You and Oikawa are seated in a café together at a late hour. It's a small one with few people inside. The ideal location, in your opinion, to rest after a long day of work. Given what you're going to ask your boyfriend, you're quite grateful that you are sitting in a more secluded area.

While Oikawa enjoys his - in your opinion - horrifying iced coffee, which really can't be considered one anymore with so much milk and sugar, you sip your regular black coffee. But instead of making fun of him about it like you usually do, you just stare at him and pay attention to what he has to say about how practice went today. Like always, the moment you set eyes on him, you can't help but be in awe of his attractiveness. Brown eyes that are just slightly hidden by soft curls of the same color, which are swept back by slender fingers and a puff of air by pink lips. As you stare at them, you genuinely want to hold his chin by the hand and place your thumb on his lower lip.

After some time, he appears to have noticed that you were not paying attention because he stops talking and turns to look at you. He holds your eyes for a moment, then grins sheepishly and tilts his head to the side. "What are you thinking about?"

You give him a small smile in return. "Nothing. I'm just admiring your pretty face." Your taunting tone wasn't lost on him.

"I would too if I were you." His smirk remained intact, but you can now make out a slightly rosy color on his cheeks. For you two, this dynamic is typical. You have noticed that, despite his playful banter, Oikawa is more impacted by things like this than he would like to admit. You don't intimidate him, no. He can possess a controlling personality. Or rather a prominent one. In middle school, he was an excellent captain who could bring out the best in everyone, guiding them to many victories. However, he is also incredibly competitive, and when he doesn't succeed, he won't allow anyone in. Even so, he occasionally appears a little shy, though he doesn't reveal it much. Given his unpredictable personality, you are unable to imagine his response to what you are about to do. He'll be surprised, you're sure. Perhaps even outraged...You don't hope so.