I still Love you || Eren X Levi

Chapter 1

*In this chapter it will explain what has happened in the couple's relationship... So practicly this is an intro.*

Levi's POV

I've been living with Eren since we became lover's. It's been a year now.
The first three month's were amazing. We went on dates, cuddled, shared kisses, and such. I enjoyed every second of Eren in my life.

The forth month Eren got fired for fighting a guy at work. The guy was making fun of him for being gay. He came home yelling and throwing stuff around. I got scared and locked myself in the bathroom. I never seen Eren like that before. I ended up sleeping in the bathroom overnight. The next day Eren apologized, but he continued doing thoses thing's every once in a while.

The sixth month Erwin helped Eren get a new job.
Eren begin to invite his two friends, Jean and Erwin over to drink. So after work they would come over to drink. Eren begin to yell at me in front of his friends if I got him mad, by not doing what he tells me to do, quickly enough. His friends never done nothing about it but just laughed and yelled with him.

The seventh month Eren came home drunk.

"Levi I'm home *hiccup* Come here." He slammed the front door behind him. I did as he told me to do, I walked to him.
"Y-yes Eren." I stood a few inch's away from him.
He pulled me close to him and gave me a rough kiss. He started kissing my neck then slid this hand under my shirt.
"Eren!.... Stop!" I pushed him away from me a little.
"Your drunk." I said quietly but loud enough for him to hear me.
He marched up to me then slapped me really hard, which made me fell to the floor. He kicked me in the stomach until I started to Scream in pain.
He dragged me by my hair to our room and threw me on the bed.

"Don't ever talk to me like that ever again!" He yelled.
Eren...your scaring me.
He turned me around then pulled down my pants and underwear. I then heard him undo his pants. I panic and tried to get up, but was stopped by Eren's hand that slammed my head to the bed. I felt him force himself into me. I screamed with my face still against the bed.
Why Eren?
As he started to move, I reaching my hands back trying to get him off of me, but he grabbed them with his other hand, and put them over my head. He moved himself hard and fast inside me. I couldn't move not just because he hold me down but the pain.
"Eren!" I screamed as he went harder.
"Haa... Haa" He was breathing heavily and thruster harder.
"Uh-Eren!..Aahhh!" I was in so much pain I could barely talk.
"S-stop... Eren! Your...h-hurting m-" Eren pulled out then pushed me to my back. As I was facing towards him, he slapped my face.
"You are so annoying. Just shut up!" He looked so angry. I never seen Eren like this.
"But... Why?" I asked him with tears streaming down my face.
*chuckle*"because...I want to" He looked at me with a smile on his face. He pushed my legs up then shoved his inside me again. "Ahhhh!... Eren please i-it.."
I'm scared Eren...

He wouldn't stop. I feel like there's something ripping inside me. I couldn't move. Not even my eyes, that were locked on a picture of Eren carrying me on his back with big smiles pierecd on our faces. Then suddenly... everything went a blur.

What did I do.... I'm sorry Eren. What ever I did I'm sorry. I'm scared of you, Eren. But.... I still love you.