Damaged

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"You need to leave that damn girl alone" my mama preach

"I did not come over here for this" I groan "you said you weren't going to talk about it"

"Beyoncé she's killing the both of you" they don't understand. They don't even try to understand

"She's going to get better" I know it. I'm the only person left in her corner. If I give up on her then she'll be done for.

"She's a crackhead" and I stood up grabbing my things and showing myself out

My phone rung a few times it was an unknown caller but I answered "hello"

"Baby" Nicki sounded weird

"Yes, where are you" she didn't come home last night. Which is not entirely new but she knew I was cooking for her

"I need help" I rolled my eyes

"What did you do"

"I need some money" of course she does. I cut her from all the money because I didn't want her to overdue it "like now. People are looking at me like I'm a damn addict. Addicts don't wear Chanel, chile"

"You are a damn addict. Sober or high you just know better than to pawn your shit"

"Beyoncé just shut the fuck up and come. It's no way I can't get my own money out the bank"

"What are you trying to buy"

"None of your damn business! Just bring your ass up here" and she hung up.

Sighing I made my way to the bank. She always does this.

As soon as she saw my car she got in "I just need like a band"

"You need to shower and do your hair" she didn't stink but only God knows where she's been

"Do I need to slap you" I looked over at her as I started driving "cause you aren't listening to shit that's coming out my mouth"

"That's all it is, shit. You eat a meal and cleanup and I'll give you some money"

"Don't try to handle me"

Deciding I didn't want to argue I continued the journey home. Onika is going to get better. I know it.

We got home I realized I didn't tell her about my new addition. I unlocked the door "Nicki I got a-"

"Beyoncé" she yell

"He's nice" I bend down to pick the dog up

"He's a walking fleabag"

"You've been more places than him" I roll my eyes "say hey to your son"

"Be fucking for real" she walk further in the house

I closed and locked the door "it's okay baby" I kiss his head. I walked towards the backyard and let him down to watch him

This world doesn't deserve dogs

I remember when Nicki first purchased this house. I was a little hesitant because I knew I couldn't afford it and everybody already thought I was dependent on her.

I kinda was.

Onika is a doctor, crazy right? That hospital drove my baby to drugs. Working sixteen hour shifts? Those crazy ass patients. She needed an outlet. It sucks it had to be drugs.

I rather it be other women.

Anything.

Onika is twenty eight while I'm just twenty two. We've been together for four years. I lied about my age at first but when I told her the truth she was already in love. Plus eighteen is grown.

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