My lover , Ash-Tray

"It was just a kiss."

TW ⚠️ SH , PILLS

Bella's POV :

I woke up with Ash's arm rapped around me again. I smiled big and grabbed my phone to see the time 10:30 ?!? i never sleep this late. I felt ash wake up and move his arms and get outta bed and go to the bathroom. I got up and sat on the bed waiting for him. He came out and smiled.

"You want breakfast ? I'll make it?" He asked me.

I agreed and we walked downstairs. Fez laughed and told us to go over to him. He pulled out his phone and showed us a photo

"When are y'all gonna date? i also saw you guys kiss at the party last night." Fez said laughing

"It was just a kiss." Ash said madly "I was high and she was drunk Fez it didn't mean anything " Ash said as he walked in the kitchen.

My face dropped. Fez could tell. I walked upstairs. I grabbed the keys to my house and my phone. I told Fez i needed to grab stuff and i'd be back in an hour.

I got to my house and opened the door. it was so empty and quiet. I started balling my eyes out. I needed to let my emotions out. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a kn!fe. I sat down and c^t myself so many times. I was bleeding a lot. Why would i do this why why why. but his words wouldn't stop going through my mind. "it was just a kiss" i mean who would like me. i'm a pussy little bitch. I sat up and saw a pill bottle. don't do it don't do it don't do it. i walked over and picked it up. I stared at it for a minute until i downed the rest of them. After awhile i felt so dizzy and eventually everything went black.

Ashes POV:

"Fez where did Bella go? i've searched the whole house" Ash said walking to Fez

"She said she was going to her house and would be back in like an hour but it's been 3 hours. i'm getting worried." Fez said with a very worried look on his face.

I looked at Fez and we both knew something was up. He grabbed his keys and we sprinted to the car. When we arrived at her house we knocked on the door but no response. The door was unlocked so we walked in. We went to check her room but nothing. We went back downstairs to the kitchen and then i saw her. blood everywhere and an empty pill bottle in her hand.