Wake up
I felt cold, so cold.
"Kacchan" I forced my eyes open. I was laying on my back in something cold. The sky was raining snowflakes of all shapes and sizes. It gave me tiny kisses. "What" I looked to my side to see a four year old deku hovering over me. He was tearing up. "Kacchan don't scare me like that I missed you!" He bursted into sobs. I sat up while looking at my surroundings and got quickly annoyed. "Stupid deku, can't do anything by yourself" I cupped his cheeks into my hand and hit my head against his.
He started sobbing harder. "Kacchan hurt me! He doesn't love me!" He cried some more before I gave him a gentle kiss on the forehead. "I'll always love you deku" I wipe his nose off with my glove and he starts to hiccup. "Thank you Kacchan!" I pulled away quickly from him and looked around. The last part was a echo, not his. "Kacchan don't leave me again! Kacchan please!" There it was again.
I got up then ran out the oddly familiar park towards where the voice was coming from. I stopped in the middle of the road and looked both ways. There was a bright light shining at my front door. I was about to sprint over to it but someone grabbed my hand. "I'm sorry I cried kacchan! I won't cry again just don't leave me!" I looked back to see his face but it only made my heart ache.
A teary little deku trying to hold back the newly formed tears just for me. Where has this boy been all my life. "I'll never leave you deku ok" I held his hand properly then guided him to my house. Our surroundings were a dim grayish color, snow was on the roofs. This was my old neighborhood. The place I woke up at was the place me and him got married.
I glanced to my side to see him still wiping away his tears and trying to stop his hiccups. I felt like home. Once we arrived I stopped at the doorway. "Wait kacchan you're going home.. I still wanna play let's go" he tried to pull me towards him but I let go before he could make a move. "I have to go deku" but that only made him start tearing up again. "Kacchan you said you wouldn't leave me! I can't lose you again! You promised forever" while saying that he took out our fake ring.
I couldn't help but look at my finger for mine but it wasn't there. It'll never be there. "Deku you know I would never do anything to hurt you, I still am your kacchan but you are not my deku" his cheeks were a light pink just like his ears. "I don't understand kacchan" my throat was gonna go numb, I couldn't leave him like this. "Deku I love you so very much... But you are not my deku, you belong to the kacchan that has played with you this whole time now not me.." I felt my eyes water up.
I wanted to run away but I know I couldn't. "I am not your kacchan deku but you are not mine" I stepped back towards the door. "DEKU! COME HERE" we both looked back to see a four year old me running towards him with a red hat in his hand. Once he caught up he quickly placed the hat on his dekus head. "Idiot deku what would you do without me..who are you" they both faced me.
I didn't know what to say anymore. "I am nobody.. Bye deku" I ruffled my hand on his head before opening the door. Once I got halfway in I looked back to see the two now in the middle of the street holding hands. They waved goodbye to me, and I waved back. I knew what I did was right, it was right for me. With that I walked through the door.
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I opened my eyes and was instantly hit with the weird hospital smell and a rushing pain through my body. I didn't bother to move my head because I knew it'll hurt like hell so I just laid there. Infront of me was old hag knocked out in a chair with my old man and all three raccoons eyes, earphone, and shitty hair. They we also knocked out. The only one that wasn't was the unexpected guest. His hands were on his head while he tapped his foot in a fast manner.
